Insomnia

I was having insomnia for the whole night .I really don't know why .I try to sleep but somehow i couldn't fall asleep .Tomorrow i have to go back to school for the rehearsal for this sat VAD7 function.Kong kar Chuan (nai ma) and i are the emcee for the function but i have to leave earlier may be by 12.30 i have to leave already .This is because i have to attend my 5sc1&2 gathering .I m the organizer that's why i should be punctual .

I really hope i can join my son -yaki and james for squash 2mrw but i can't .sobs....
Never mind la we still got lots of chances to play together .Wait for me wo ...

Recently ,i m crazy of the maths and p.s graphs...i m on the verge of collapse already .Tonnes of homework awaiting me.I m planning to slave behind the mountain of books during this holidays but i end up rushing for my homework.I want to go to Jusco to watch movies ar."The princess and the frog,Avatar,New Moon and 风云II"....
Unfortunately,some of my friends had watched so i have to watch it myself lo...

I purposely put 'bamboo ' in my yesterday 's post .Know why ?look at the picture below then u will know .Although u all always call me 'crab ',i still have one nick name that you all dunno geh ...

4 years ago and Now

The same thing happened 4 years ago.The same ceremony ,the same people gathered together doing the same thing ,listened to the same 'chang chang ' sound broke the silence of the night .It's my grandma 's funeral .She died of Lungs cancer and it was a shattering blow to us !!!She left us when she was 81.It was the 1st time we experienced this sad ceremony .

I can still vividly recall that my grandma had an orchard near her house .There were durians ,rambutan ,pineapple,manggo trees and also all kinds of vegetables.I liked to eat bamboo when i was small.Whenever i came back to my hometown during chinese new year or mooncake festival ,she would prepare some for me to eat .Unfortunately ,i cannot have it anymore.

4 years later ,the same thing i had to go through .The same ceremony ,the atmosphere ,the same traditions that we had to follow...My grandpa just pass away this thurs .That day ,my mom ,sis, bro and i went to the hospital to visit him but he was coma for two days edi .According to the doctor,the left lung of my grandpa was malfunctioned and he refused to take in any food or water.Therefore ,it's health was on the decline .The only thing we could do was to wait until his heart to stop beating.But we couldn't tot that after an hour we went back from the hospital ,the call from hospital reached .My grandpa had left us............

I only went back to my hometown during chinese new year and i was not so close to my father's side relatives .But before that my grandpa still knew who a i ,until this year CNY ,he had forgotten who my sister and i am .Finally ,he could stay together with my grandma .I hope that they will have a gud time together...




Is there a place for eternity ?i really
dun wan to lose anyone

USST Camp...

On the 31st Nov until 3rd dec,i went to Pangkor for our USST Leadership Camp 2009.Actually ,the camp started from 1st -3rd dec but another 9 excos and i were needed to go there 1 day earlier.

The venue of our camp was at sk sri pangkor,a malays school.Before we started our journey to that school ,we had heard some ghost stories about that school.We were paralysed by the stories.We reached our destination at 12sth i think .When we stepped into the school ,i was totally speechless.I was stunned! The school was like a dilapidated hut .When we headed to the classroom which was our so call 'hotel',i was 'no eyes to c '.Only 2 out of 6 lights and 2 out of 3 fans could funtion.I wondered how could i survive in this type of condition.

The worst thing was the toilet .It was dark and with no light at all for the ladies .Therefore,we decided to share the toilet and the boys were not allowed to say 'NO'...haha...

We had KFC for our lunch before we took the ferry to pangkor island.We did play around like a kid in Kfc and it was quite embarrassing as we were taking all sorts of funny pictures there.

When we had finished our preparations for our camp ,we quickly rushed to the toilet for our baths .The weather in pangkor was unexpectedly hot .Therefore,we must not skip our bath .After that ,we went to the beach to have a walk while we were waiting for our dinner to be ready .I was mesmerised by the breathtaking scenery at the beach .Words could hardly express how beautiful the 'egg yolk ' is.Ha xin yi and i were busying taking photo until some of the excos also beh tahan both of us ...haha...

After our dinner ,we went back to the school .We were very scared and therefore we decided to put on our sleeping bags and sleep on the table with our heads facing one another .We tried to have our pillow talk but unfortunately 2 of the excos,kok lun and mah chee cherng had to 'lapor diri 'to their beloved soul mate.haha...Therefore, we decided to sleep as quckly as possible before the others fell asleep ealier than us.

It was odd that all of us woke up at 3 am .We thought that we had slept for a very long time but when we looked at the watch it was only 3am .We could hardly sleep a wink that night because the tables was hard and not comfortable .




1st day of the camp

Early in the morning ,Kok Lun started to complain me because he said that i was talking the whole night when i was sleeping after 3am .I was shocked that i was so noisy the whole night BUT according to kok lun he couldn't understand what was i talking about.We were suffering from body achne and when Ter wei sms to albert and claimed that they would reach to pangkor in another half and hour ,we really hoped that he could bring the campers back to ipoh!

Around 10 am ,the opening ceremony begun .Then ,followed by the ice -breaking activities .After that,it's treasure hunt.The campers seemed to be very clever .I think within 1 1/2 hours they were abled to claim their ingredients from me.Here comes the cooking competition !Haha...According to the fedback from the campers ,this was the most challenging activities for them as they were not good in cooking.It's kinda funny when we saw them stunned .

I had to patrol after all the activities for the campers had ended .I was too exhausted and i had only slept for AN HOUR that day.






2nd day of the camp

As the member of the cooking team for this camp ,i had to wake up at 5 am to prepare breakfast (egg sandwich and milo)for the campers.Luckily ,james ,mei yee and other excos were helpful enough that they were willing to help us .I was deeply moved by their responds.

The worst thing was we had to prepare our breakfast in the open hall where there was no light.We were forced to use torch light as the source of light to enable us to cook.When the clock strike to 6.30am ,ter wei and zhun yeau woke the campers up by their wisels.Kar leng was responsible for the morning exercise.She taught the campers a very interesting and funny dance -ULTRAMAN DANCE which she was proud of it because this is the only dance she is good at.

Then ,at 9 am our Amazing Race conducted by Jia Yan ,zhan m ing and chee cherg started.I sieze the golden opprtunity to have a nap as my station at the beach started at 11am but i couldn't really fall asleep .

I din realise that my legs were allegic to the seawater .After about 1/2 hour,my legs turn into red and there were lots of rashes on my legs.

After our dinner ,we had our 'scene and clue' conducted by kar leng .Xinyi and i were the singer ,lala and actress,ah mei respectively in this activities .We really had a nice time during this activities .I think our images had spoilt because we were too 'outstanding' that night ,agree?haha...

Next ,we had camp fire .Our activities ended at 2am and we could only slept at 2.30am .










3rd day of the camp
It was raining this morning .After the morning exercise ,we had our breakfast -wan tan mee.The mee was too much for me and so i gave some of it to my guai zai-yah qi wen (yaki).haha....mah chee cherng and yaki were the voracious eater .Although they are thin,they can eat more than expected .

Around 2.30pm,we went to the port and it's time to say bye bye to pangkor .Most of us ended up with dark skin and big and dark eyes bags.I really miss my excos frens...

At last ,let me introduce to u our MADU~ ,KONG KAR CHUAN .he had become our nai ma edi ...haha...

outing

Today i went to Jusco with my two little cousins , sister and my aunt.We went there to watch 'A Cristmas Carol '.



It's a Disney's product .In my opinion ,it is a 'Quite ok ' movie.A little bit boring la.My two little cousins were traumatised by the movie because the main character -Ebenezer is not a good looking guy and can be considered an urgly person .
I think they may have nightmare tonight.But this movie have taught us a lot of moral values and lessons .It taught us to be generous and care about the less fortunate people .We should be more concerned and helped those peolple who need our helping hands very much .

Recently , i m indulging in the book -'New Moon '.I would like to thanks Xin yi for lending the book for me .Thx xin yi .I really like that book very much .Addicted to it already .Holidays started already but i m not that happy because i have tonne of homework.I have to completed 100 over maths question ,PA graphs ,PA essay and so on during the holidays ....

I m busying with the USST Leadership Camp which is from 1 until 3 dec 09 this whole week .But i have to go one day early with orther excos. That's mean i have to be at Pangkor for 4 days.It's a raining season ,almost every day is raining .I din dare to tell my mom that it is also raining cats and dogs at Pangkorbecause she will be worried about me .so , better to prevent her from unduly worry .Yesterday ,we went to Tesco to buy a variety of food which are needed for the cooking competition .I wonder what will the form three students are going to cook .

haiz ...all of the excos have to patrol at night .It is the most scary incident and i m needed to patrol from 2 am until 3 am with albert ...gosh ...albert dun try to scare me or play sth funny ar ..if not i m going to whack him badly ....hahaha

2mrw is our class party .It is the much anticipated day for all of us ...hope that we can enjoy ourselves ..........

A special show

natelie and my sis's fren who was studying at JF Beauty ...
Last Sunday ,my sister ,natelie helped her friend who was studying at JF Beauty Academy to be his model for the makeup competition held in jusco .This was the 1st time she's be a model .

Although they din win due to a slip of tongue, they were the most spectacular pair.hehe

雪人

好冷，雪已经积得那么深
merry christmas to you,我深爱的人
好冷，整个冬天在你家门
are you my snowman?
我痴痴，痴痴底地等
雪，一片，一片，一片，一片
拼出你我的缘分，我的爱因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
雪，一片，一片，一片，一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将，也将不再生存

演唱：王力宏&范晓萱



*圣诞节即将到来了，
雪花也即将纷纷落下。

其实，人生就像雪人一样是很脆弱，很短暂的。
当春天来临时，雪人也将不再生存。
人生不就是这样吗？
有谁能大声地说我的人生从来没有半点遗憾？
又有谁能大声地告诉我他的人生是完美的？
人生不在乎长或短，
只在乎你到底有没有善用上天所赐给我们的时间。

许多人往往只珍惜难以得到的东西，
越难得到地，我们越要花更多精力来追求。
但在这过程中往往，
我们往往忽略了一些与我们擦身而过的人。

谎言令人痛恨无比，
隐瞒虚伪无耻，
不拆穿，不识破，
并不代表能瞒天过海，
只是我们还在默默地给机会对方向我们坦白。
拆穿，只会让你更难堪。

热恋中的情侣总觉得我的人生不能没有你，
失恋就像世界末日一样，
频频闹自杀，要生要死的，
何苦呢？
这世界上有多少人在垂死边缘还不断地努力求生，
我们又为什么要为了一个‘情’字而断送自己的生命呢？
爱情不代表一切，
放手一把，
忘掉过去，
人生可能会更精彩。
也许‘忘情水’能帮得上忙吧！

人生匆匆几十年，
何必让悲伤占满我们的时间，
影响我们的心情。
只要爱护自己，
拥有梦想，
努力奋斗，
哪怕失败了也不会白过一生。
虽然人生就像雪人一样短暂，
可是只要我们能在冬天里成为最耀眼
最瞩目的雪人
那不就已经足够了吗？

Dun be Afraid

Today my sister met with an accident when she went for her office .She was rooted to the ground when she heard the loud "bang ...".

She went out of her car immediately to see how bad her car is ...She was very scared and she called my mom for help .Luckily , my dad came back from Kedah.Both of them were shocked when they received my sister 's call.They went to my sister 's office to help and console her .

When she saw my parents,her eyes blur with tears ,creating swirling kaleidoscope patterns.She was so relief when she saw my parents .haha...

*my dearest sister ,natelie,

becareful when u r diving n dun be afraid la....support u here ...cheer up