Saturday, December 10, 2011

I DUN WANT ~

I DUN WANT
I just don't want to go back to my room
to face the person that i dislike
Seeing all the "small action "you make in order to make me irritate
to be in a condition where the wifi connection is extremely poor
to be in a situation where skype is not allow
to be in a place where i can't do my course work .
I want to stay in the library !!!
I JUST DUN WANT TO GO BACK TO MY ROOM !!

Friday, November 25, 2011

November!!


November ,
You have come to the end of your life ,
have you been fully fill by me ???

Finally ,
I have finished dealing with my scholarship stuff from Tan Sri Lee Loy Seng Foundation .It makes me suffer a lot in order to get an official letter to prove that i am not holding any financial aids or scholarship from university .They keep on dragging the letter and it makes me fed up with them already .The main problem is ,from my hostel to the bursary department is extremely far.With the only 11 bus i have , it takes me 30 minutes to reach.I have been walking there for numerous of time and most of the time i come back empty -handed.

Assessment , assessment ,assessment....
Presentation , presentation , presentation .....
I have sit for 13 tests so far and now the most challenging assessment will be my english course, Presentation skill at workplace .I have to choose a topic that 65% of my audience disagree with me and the main mission of me is to persuade them and to change their mindset.This time i am going to interview someone who is experience in the topic that i am going to talk about for 15 minutes.So , interviewee, interviewee ,you have to prepare for it ..I am sure it will be a very funny activities as you have to behave as a stranger to me.GAMBATEH !!

Christmas is around the corner , and yet i can't catch the contagious air of festivity when i see the beautiful and neatly decorated snow man and Christmas trees in the shopping centeSr.May be it is because my CHRISTMAS fall on my study week .=(

Just discover a romantic love poem when i am doing research for my Presentation Skill At Work place assessment last week . I use it as the remarkable ending for my speech and some of them just come to me and ask me for the source of my poem .Some of them even though that i wrote it myself. Unfortunately, i just wrote a patriotic poem before and not love poem .haha...

Hope that everyone have an unforgettable Christmas which is fill with joy and love !

Everything remind me of you
I look at a tree
what do i see?
My Valentine's face
smile back at me .

I spot a cute rock
But , oh what do i see?
For it reminds me of you
and there is no crock.

Everywhere that i turn
My feeling just burn
with thought about you
my love please don't spurn .

Each rock and each tree
each cloud and each bee
the earth and the sea
It's all reminds me

I Love You Awesomely

-KARL FUCHS -

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

My hostel

Finally after 3 weeks in university , i got the chance to go back toIpoh to settle my studies stuff .After my 3 hours of bio practical on last Thursday until 1pm , I went back to my hostel to do cleaning -swept the floor, changed my bed coverlid , cleared my dustbin and packed my things.I just couldn't stand to live in a dirty room !!

Most of my friends were asking me what my hostel looks like.So , the first impression yaki gave to me when he first skype with me and saw my room was -wah , why your room so "wat dat ga"?haha..this was the first sentence he spoke to me .In fact , this is very true !!My hostel is extremely old and dirty especially the toilet .I just can't bear with the dirty and nauseating smell of the toilet and also the "fragrance "from my opposite room.I really thought to report to the hostel administrator.We pay the most expensive rental among the other universities in Malaysia and yet the quality of it is the lowest So, let's the pictures do the talking ....

My study table...the limited place i got i have to put my lappy and books..it's really not enough !

My newly change coverlid ....angry bird !!

Prepare to go home by ETS at 5.35pm
This is the 7th week of first sem and within these 7 weeks , i have sit for 10 tests already , really don't know why my lecturers like tests so much !!

The worst thing finally come !!My health is under the weather as i m having food poisoning.I got it 2 hours before my ETS at 11.15am on Sun on the way heading to KL .Vomit , diarrhoea and also the liver part pain ...i could hardly get back to my university when i reach KL sentral with my heavy luggage .This is the second day i m back to my university and yet my liver still pain and i just left with 2 tablets.=(


The connection in my hostel really lag, so it's hard for me to on facebook and skype also .Just one more week , i m going to have my mid-sem break already ....I really can't wait for the next thurs to come !!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

我希望...

我希望我能躺在我的床上睡个午觉
我希望下雨时不用独自拿伞
我希望我不用在太阳底下拿着打包好的午餐步行回宿舍
我希望我不用愁晚餐吃什么就有人跟我拿主意
我希望我不用每个星期都考试
我希望我可以不用参加那些无聊的活动
我希望我有一张大一点的书桌
我希望小猪们可以学习独立不要一天敲我的房门四五次
我希望我能撒撒娇
我希望我能拿到完完全全能掌控我人生的钥匙


Friday, September 23, 2011

Left ....

Another 30 minutes, you are going to take a yoyo bus to KLIA,it's time for you to leave .Another 13 hours , you and I will have time difference of 7 hours .What are the things left for us ?It's just abundant of memories !!!

I should say that how glad i am to have you because as i always say you are the one who understand me more than myself does .Sometimes I was so surprised and touch that without saying any word from me but you have done what my mind wish.3 years were not a short time to try out whether we suit each other or not .Distance and time difference are the biggest aspect that i take into consideration when i say "yes" to you .Frankly speaking , at first i still have a lot of doubts , i wonder can we last for long or is it just a short love game ?That's why i told you that i don't want to join into a love game and the answer that you give me was very convincing.

Having the first picture of two of us in Menglembu hill .Thanks to my lou gong , yan yee for being our photographer .I know that this was the first time you woke up extremely early or i could say that you didn't even sleep for that day as you gave me morning call so early that day .First time hiking i am sure you were extremely exhausted as you had slept for half a day after the dim sum .


I think it's a bit fast to have dinner with your family at that time.Meeting your parents didn't frightened me because I knew that they are friendly and because i know your brother and saw him many times in sam tet too.Thanks for your daddy and mama for treating me so well and kept asking me to eat more on that day .After that , we went to Strawberry Moment for strawberry yogurts.Here is the picture we took by ourselves. I still remember that we did plan to watch The smurfs as the last movie before your flight at 2nd of September and I am leaving to UM at 4th September .
Here comes the first trip of ours ,Genting !Seriously , I really didn't know that you do not eat porridge at all but I suggested that we ordered porridge as our lunch .At that time, you didn't even say a single word and eat the whole pot that i can't finished .It's a bit weird where we went genting to watch movie .haha..yea, i would say that we are always different from other but yet we are very similar to each other .I am here to tell you sincerely that i am very touch when i saw what you have done for me when i take my bath .It's a big surprise when i saw a big love made up of sticky notes and candles and chocolate on the sofa .It's to celebrate next year valentines' day which you are not able to come to celebrate for me .Thanks a lot, dear.









After the Genting trip , you were busy being my personal driver to drive me to settle my university documents and medical checkup.I know that waking up early is really a very big and hard challenge for as you are a typical "night ghost " who sleep at 4am and wake up at 1pm .Thanks for accompany me to shop for my uni stuff and console me when i was fed up with my documents!

Having our second trip in Penang with Kuan Fei and Mun Yee.This cute and sweet couples really put in a lot of efforts in the planning of the trip .Thanks a lot .We really have a lot of fun and unforgettable memories .Bringing you to drink cendol and eat rojak and "mua chi" , i think it's the first time in your life time.Seeing the expression of you , i knew that rojak and cendol you were not your cup of tea .haha



It's also the first time we took public transport together .Knowing that you kept all the bus tickets in order to make our mushroom , it makes me knows that you really try very hard in order to give me a very memorable and meaningful present .Not to forget that we bought a couple PDI t which are of my favourite colour -white!It's really nice!!Unfortunately , we didn't take any photo of that .

Our 3rd trip in KL , i knew that you have done a lot of research and plan .Bringing me to search for my new Nike shoes and eating in Jogoya had occupy an important part of my memories.

Here comes the day you cook dinner for me again!!Actually after eating so many times in your house , i can said that you are good in cooking and i think i have found my future chef finally .Orea Cheese Cake was what you make for me for my 21st birthday which is next year .The same reason , you are not able to celebrate with me on the day when i get the key of freedom .Words could hardly express how shock i was when i saw that cake although i was answering my mum's call.I can said that the cake is comparable to Secret Recipe!You always said that i was not touch when i saw the cake but honestly i am deeply moved!It's also the day that you told me that you have delay your flight to 23/9.Seriously , i didn't think that you will do that .thanks a lot , dear.

Here comes the first time you eat with my entire family .Meeting my grandparents ,uncles and aunties i hope didn't frightened you as you know that our family have a strong bond .Drinking wine and martell that night , I hope that you parents didn't give you a piece of music for drinking so much .Yea,it's pretty fast that you have blended very well in my extended family as all my relatives like you very very much .





The day finally came where i have to go to UM to start my tertiary education.I was happy that you could drive all the way down to Selangor to send me to UM.I knew that it's the first time you drove to KL and it made me worry about you also .Seeing you helping me to clean my room and settle down my luggage ,it made me felt warm.Thanks for fulfilling your promise for not hugging me when you all leave.I knew that once you hug me ,my tears will gush down my cheek miserably .

It's the first time we didn't see each other and contact to each other for a week as the person in charge for my orientation week didn't allow us to use handphone and laptop .When i got back my handphone on fri then only i knew that you were driving to KL to find me .It's make me touch till i wanted to cry ar!Driving down to KL for twice in two weeks , i knew that it's very tiring.Dear, seriously UM is like your second home as you know UM more than i now because you travel a lot in UM .Dear , you really have done a lot for me .

Here come the time we should say goodbye to each other today .Last Sun , it's the last time we ever saw each other before you leave to UK .Thanks for your parents who sent me back to UM from Ipoh .Seriously , i miss your parents leh.haha.Saying goodbye is what i don't like to do .Having our last dinner in The Ship with you and your family and taken the last picture of the year.


The last few hours you are in malaysia and i know that you are in the bus heading to KLIA now.Are we going to survive in the situation where distance and time difference are concern?But dear , you promise me , you must have faith in me .Do not always have doubt in me .I believe you and i hope you have the same trust as me.You have done so much for me ,even more than what i expected from you .However, i think i have not done enough for you .So , remember the smurfs ,we will watch it many times later .See you after one and a half year !!

DING YOONG SHEN , I SMURFS YOU ,
I LOVE YOU !!



*你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上!

Monday, September 19, 2011

My first 3 weeks in UM

It has been the third week i am in UM .Being at ipoh , my warm and lovely home for 3 days ,it makes me want to cry when i come back and see my so call "hostel".I feel like i am in for National Service rather than to study here.During the orientation week , I was only allowed to sleep for 2 hours per day !The tiring schedule make me think of my family more plus we are not allowed to use handphone and laptop for the whole orientation week .There was no tv , no hp, no lappy and no pork for the whole orientation week .

Being in UM , i have to grab and snatch all the opportunity to register for our courses.Siting in front of my lappy , wait for the right time and click and click and click in order to get a place for lectures.It 's something like buying shares !!!Seriously , i was having a hard time to adapt myself in my hostel and also faculty .

Every day , i have to walk to my faculty for about 15 minutes then rush for the next lecture for another 15 minutes!!What i do in UM is just walk and walk , run and run without a proper meal .Therefore, i strongly advice my next year junior to buy a good and nice quality sports shoes because we need to walk a lot .I think if i continue my daily walk like that , i will have muscle in both of my legs already !I don't want to have a carrot -liked legs pls!!

Biscuits are what i have for my breakfast daily .Therefore, i have trained myself not to eat too much for breakfast.Malays' food is what i eat for lunch and dinner too.

Actually studying away from home is not a problem for me ,i can take care for myself and do all the washing myself .The main problem for me is the hostel !!I need a clean , tidy and comfortable room for my studies !!I need a room free of monkeys!!I saw two monkeys stealing food just outside the dustbin of my college last week .At that instant, I was wondering that am i staying in a zoo???It's much better to stay here than watching rise of the planet of the apes as i can even touch and throw paper roll on them .It's so scary to see them "shout" at you when they realise the existence of human beings!

Although i am not happy with my hostel , i am glad i have make a lot of good friends here.Eating , playing and doing masks together with them are really fun !!I hope i can get used to my university life as soon as possible.



chai yee, jolyn , me and huei huei

chai yee , who is studying music in UM
MY NEW UM GANG !!

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Last Day In Ipoh ^^




Just another 15 hours ,I am going to leave my home and say bye bye to my bed and bolster.I could hardly believe that it's left only "one day" in my counting down list .I will be leaving at 5.30am 2mrw as my orientation starts 2mrw morning .Seriously , packing is not what i like to do because i have too much stuff to bring .How i wish that somebody can help to do this job for me!!Bye bye grandma and grandpa mama and papa, sis and bro , aunties and uncles, cousins and of course my nic nic and potato .

Had a wonderful dinner with you in Secret Garden where i receive my "mushroom" from you .Reading mushroom is the first time for me as i use to write mushroom !!Cutting and sticking the whole mushroom i know is a very big challenge for you .Sometimes , i did feel that you understand me more than myself does.It's a great pleasure for me to have you in the past 3 years !Text me from UK to volunteer to be my secretary in my studies, wish me when i sat for my STPM and of course your "souvenir" from Italy and a few countries had been a very valuable memories in my life.Thanks for helping and accompanying me when i settled my uni stuff.
Tomorrow, you will be with me in UM and thanks for making it happen for delaying your flight back to UK .I really didn't think that you will do that.If not, you will be in UK Skype-ing with me already .Remember, i will still claim my mushroom from you ga!!
DYS,I SMURFS YOU !!!




Saturday, August 27, 2011

Farewell Family Dinner

Another one more week , exactly 7 days i am leaving to University of Malaya ,KL for my degree courses.My lovely family decided to have a farewell dinner with me .When i reach my aunt's house, my grandma and aunts ask me to go inside a room .Who know they each take out an angpau and give to me as a blessing to uni.What they say really make my tears rolling in my eyes and as well as theirs also .Omg , I am leaving already .To me , KL is very near from Ipoh , i am definitely ok with that .But ,their cares and expression draw me to sadness .How i wish i can join every family dinner that is coming .

It's a special day as well as there are two new members joining our family dinner that day .Being in charge of the steamboat and bbq ,I really hope you two enjoy the steam and smoke during the dinner .

Here are some of the photo that give me strength and encouragement .I am glad i have a lovely family with laughter and joy surround us .Wait me , i will come back more often !!LOVE U ALL SO Muchhhhhh.....



my family and grandparents
happy family ....
sweet sweet couple
my little cousin with a sexy pose ...haha



Finally We Gather

It's been 8 months and 3 weeks we didn't meet each other after our STPM .I am missing u girls seriously !!!Finally , we gather and dinner at Yum Yum !!It seems like today is a "black theme night" where everybody is wearing black shirt .Sweeties, please tell me beforehand next time, don't ostracize me like that,k?

We have been chatting so loud and "high" in the restaurant and we have totally show our MALAT style while we are sharing our experience throughout these 8 months .

After having a mouth-watering dinner with my sweeties , we are heading to Sidewalk Ice-cream Loudge (if i am not mistaken) for dessert .The homemade ice-cream there really activate my taste buds!!It's awesome .Suddenly , we decided to go for dim sum the next morning with the theme of white and sporty.It's something so sudden that our Sabrina Leong Su Yin can't accept it and she thought she is dreaming and we are joking !!!Sabrina , Wake up lo !!!I am going to pinch you !!lol

wei wen , hoo jing, yin jie , me and sabby

Thanks for the "Aeroplane queen",Sabrina for not sleeping over the time.She has been our driver who give us a lift from her house ,Jusco to my house and wei wen's house in Pengkalan .It's quite far.

Here, we finally gather our mun yee and kuan fei !!It's the last gathering before we leave for our tertiary education .I really miss the time when kong kar chuen holding zi yi's botol and sing "All By Myself",missing the time when he is holding a big pao eating in front of Mr Soon when he is teaching every morning ,missing the time when we order our dim sum for next day breakfast before the class dismiss!!I miss.........

Now, it's the time where i have to say goodbye to wei wen,our future accountant who is going to UTM ,Johor ,hoo jing our future accountants too in USM ,Penang ,yin jie,our future Microbiologist in USM ,ng mun yee and dino ,our future food technologist in UMS ,Sabah and also our beloved Sabrina ,our future pharmacist in University of Sunderland ,UK .All the best in your doings and remember we must gather again next year June .^^


mun yee , sab, wei wen , me and hoo jing .....

*Sabrina: who want to learn mah jong?5 pounds pls......( this is how sabrina is going to make pounds in uk ?lol ...beware )

Friday, August 26, 2011

Slob...

It have been 2 months since i have quit my job in mega.I found that being a lazy pig in the house make my brain rusts already as i become more careless and blur.I am a typical slob and "big prawn head"!I found that i am no longer the careful calculating and strict budgeting sales executives who used to slaughter people when they buy computer.

Today , i found that i miss out one sheet of document forgot to let the principal certify.When i found that i was scared and panic because the hari raya holidays start from 2mrw onward ,that means i would not be able to find the principal to certify my document before i leave on 4th Sept.I called the school immediately and asked what time would the principal around because as you all knew that how the principal is .

Thanks for jia yan, my beloved usst-ian's help and also you who offer to give me a lift to the school.

8 more days to go then i have to leave my house and continue my tertiary education in UM ,KL. Seriously , i have no mood to pack my stuff .Living in the nerve centre of the city ,i have to compete with others for the public transports, facing the traffic jam ,living in the hostel where the monkeys like to steal my food and even purse , it indirectly giving me some pressure.Food is the main problem for me as my digestive system is very sensitive to the food that i take.

It's time to get myself ready for the uni life that is coming .So, LEE PUI YEENG ,please wake up !!There is no more daydream and quickly prepare yourself for uni!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

花雨夜里的玫瑰




窗外下着绵绵的细雨
轻轻地打在坚强的玫瑰花身上
坚硬的刺
总是给人一种经得起狂风暴雨的感觉
可是
又有谁知道
其实玫瑰花一直都是在逞强呢?

花雨夜里
它以为可以
默默不出声
坚持到底
可是
脆弱的茎
还是敌不过那倾盆大雨
花瓣掉了两片
还能剩像下多少呢?
伪装坚强的面具
它真的很想卸下




Friday, July 29, 2011

Sorry !!

Sorry ,
I didn't mean that ,
I am sure you can find the
complementary substrate of your own !



Saturday, July 16, 2011

Grandma Birthday 2011

The much anticipated day finally dawned.It's my beloved grandma 69th birthday .It's a really important gathering as my uncle and his family who are from Johor came back to celebrate birthday with my grandma.Hooray !!It's time i could meet my cousins and others relatives .

Early in the morning , I went back to Sam tet for STOBA talk (SAM TET OLD BOYS ASSOCIATION ) regarding the preparation we needed to do before entering university in the coming September .I shall say that i have never touch any text book or reference book for 8 months already , i really wonder how I can tune back to my study mood.It's great to meet with my buddies in the school .After the talk given by the STOBA 2010/2011 committees, it's time for the election of committee for STOBA 2011/2012.Here is the list of committee :

PRESIDENT :TAN TER WEI
VICE PRESIDENT :HAH HUI LING
SECRETARY :LEE PUI YEENG
TREASURER: YAP ENG SING


Again I have to be TAN TER WEI 's forever secretary .Can i reject the offer ?haha....(ter wei , i know you will read my blog , so can i say no to be your secretary ?haha..you have "tortured" me for 2 years already ..haha)Yea, i should say that all the committee here are my best buddies , so hope we can "he zuo yu kuai" la!

At night , we went to 东海酒家 to celebrate my grandma's birthday .It's glad to see all my little cousins fighting to sit beside me .haha...Looking at their cute face, it makes me want to pinch their face, evil rite ?haha.Being the photographer of that night , I would say that i have taken a lot of good shots ,view my facebook for more photo !

my 2nd aunt and me ....she used to call my sister and i everyday ...haha


my uncle and his family from Johor ...


my family ...
my youngest aunt and her family ....


I like this photo the most ..so cute ,right?

The highlight of the night will be the photo below !!This was the first time my sister's boyfriend joined our family dinner ,so hoped that he liked the Martell as he was not used to alcoholic drinks .



Looking at their sweet smile ,it makes all of us jealous also !They are my grandparents !!Holding hands from dark hair till grey hair ,it's a very challenging jobs and yet they are still holding each other hands as tight as they could , never let go no matter what obstacles come their way !!Understanding , tolerance,sacrifice and love are what that keep them together.That's what we call true love ....

Next , we shall take a look at the gigantic wine which is my grandpa's collection .After Martell in the restaurant , it's time for the big and huge red wine .Seriously , I like the wine botol very much .It's so special and beautiful !
It's really a fun night as we sing k , chatting , drinking , taking photo and dancing cha cha together in my grandparents' house .I am sure it's a precious and memorable night which will etch on our mind for a life time .

Our night ended by taking a 全家福.I would say that spending time with our family member can really foster our bond of relationship where it is the time we share our happiness , sadness and experience of us to others .


To me , no matter how rich or how successful you are in your career ,if you don't have a lovely family to feel proud of your achievement ,what you have accomplished is just an ashes on the floor .Another one more month i have to leave them and continue my tertiary education .Whenever i think of that , it makes me depress.So , mum please don't countdown for me !!

*family ties are precious threads no matter where we roam,they draw us close to those we love,and pull our hearts toward home

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Market ^^

This is the first morning that i wake up so early after i have stopped working !! 7am , yes is 7am !It's like killing me for waking up so early but somehow i have to get up because i have promised my mom to go market with her .Being a "good" sister seeing my elder sister sleeping like a pig beside me, i decided to "kacau" and wake her up to go market with my mom .haha....At first , she try to ignore me .But after my endless efforts,finally she gets irritated and wake up .My mission is completed!!

It 's been half a year i didn't go to market with my mom since i was working in mega .So, it makes me think of the essay i always wrote when i was standard six -"巴刹风光”。I can vividly recall what i had wrote and how many times my Chinese teacher wanted me to do correction in order to get an 'A'

So , today is still the same.Seeing the same vege stalls,fruits stalls,fish stall, chicken stall and so on in the market .It's the same situation as what i had wrote before .When i reach to the market ,we can see people like ants , scurrying for here and there and a mass of people milling around the stalls .We push and shove our ways through the crowd .It makes my sister and i quickly find a small space in order to stand there to wait my mom because all the aunties are pushing one another in order to grab their chickens and fishes .

Seeing those perspiring traders in their tireless effort to clinch a sale,it makes me think of myself too .I will be doing the same thing in the coming Friday.So , friends please don't come and visit me this coming Friday , Saturday and Sunday . I don;t want to let you all see my "auntie" look !!

After buying all the needed stuff , my sister and i yum cha with my mom.Here come the most frequent sentence in order to end our essay -我们便提着大包小包高兴地踏上归途! haha....familiar right?


Tuesday, July 5, 2011

A Sweet Memory to Recall

30th April -2nd May

Again , We usst-ians were having another memorable trip at Cameron Highland. First of all , i have to thanks all of my buddies for their sacrifices .For those who were working (like me..haha..),we had taken our annual leaves in order to join this trip .Next , i would like to thanks our kong kar chuan and Mah Chee Cherng ,thanks for purposely coming to Cameron highland from KL,we knew that you all had to work and study on the coming Tuesday .

The first and most unforgettable things for the girls had ever did is this thing. Please have a look of the below picture!!
SEE........we have to climb against the fence in order to enter our apartment!!I have to emphasize here is from the lorong belakang .It's too embarrassing because we girls looked like those 中国妹 you know ?haha..KKC , thanks for the "welcome gift" you gave to us when we came to Cameron Highland .

So now , let the picture do the talking .

kkc , what were you doing at the back ?spoil the picture already ..ahaha



人比花娇啊。。。。


our favourite during the trip -ROCKY ....thanks all the didi for buying rocky for us !!

my zai zai and mama.....

my lovely girls + a "boy"..haha
Having our farewell at Euro house !!It's really hard to say goodbye ...After today , we will start our own journey respectively .I am here to wish you all good luck and all the best in your future ,hope that we will snap the same picture again !!




our lovely cake ....

*时光隧道,我多么希望你能重新带我回到我们一起快乐的时光,一起玩乐,一起吃东西,一起看戏,一起pillow talk 的时候。可是,你真的存在吗?