Privacy

I m super angry n sad ...i decided to turn my blogs into private ...



Actually i dun ever think that this kind of thing can happen...the main purpose of me to create a blog is to release tension n write whatever things that i like...but things seem to be different already...



i have deleted two of my latest posts...this is bcz the 'evil thing' has discovered my blogs n he dun like me to talk about his life's work...honestly i m super infuriated...this is my privacy,ok?i can write anything in my blogs as long as i like it,i m happy ,right?



i m really really very unhappy working there ...not bcz of the people , it's bcz of the problems that have arose....i prefer working at the store rather than where i m working now...but i m very glad bcz all the people there are very nice ...just a few are very bad...i will try my best to ' yan'....hern...



i m very upset these few days...but i din Even tell anyone...hoping 4 some consolation oso...haiz...i m very down n anxious bcz the spm results will be out on the 12 th march...i wonder which road should i take...pharmacy or bio or chemical engineering ?form 6 or college? i really dun know!!! can anyone tell me which road to take?

Bcz or this heavy load of problems n questions , i could hardly sleep these few days! nightmares ar almost every day .....some more bcz of the problems related to my blogs i think i m in the black hole now...

now really can't fall asleep ... 1 sth alredy but i m still thinking that incident related to my blog...did i really do the wrong thing?did i really wrong to write about it ?2mrw still need to work ar...

A busy Valentine's

haiz....haiz...valentine ?so wat i also have to OT today...

I work from 9.30AM -6.30PM at my aunt 's Japanese Restaurant ,then i has my dinner with my grandparents n my aunt until 9 sth ...when i has back home , i think my body had shattered into smithereens already ...i was super tired...dun think that i was so free working at my aunt's restaurant...i had to do a lot of hard works ok?

haha... my aunt has hired 2 of my friends ...i m so happy bcz they are working with me...haha...
Today is valentine's day n tis is also Ms. Dena 's birthday...luckily i remember to sms her ...
Every year i also buy chocolates to distribute to all my friends...I m so sorry that i can't come back to the store to visit my friends...i has promised them i will go back to the store to celebrate with them...but i really can't go there...so sorry ar..so i asked bobo to buy chocolates to them n claimed the money from me... thies is what i normally do ... haha

I m so pity la...have to work till so late... there4 i can only celebrate with my sister n the King Kong-Joe...haha...i mean the movie la...anyway thx 4 all he msg n greetings that u all have sent to me...thx....

super tired ar today...should go to bed la...wun blog so often la...

wish u all happy valentine's day......

Free...

SO free today....so create another new blog already...haha...

why demonstration leh ?haiz...

Today , i went to parade with my beloved friends... this was the day i had been looking 4 so long...we watched inkheart together...this had been a long time since we watched the previous movie together...haha.....

Actually this movie is quite ok ,q.similar to Bedtime Story also....Suddenly my mom called me when i was watching 'Inkheart '...She asked to go home immediately after the movie ended bcz there were a numbers of people demonstrating near parade...haha...actually it's sound interesting n exciting to me ...haha...

Haiz...around 2sth my mom came to parade n drove me home...haiz...why got demonstration at that time leh ?Couldn't they had it the other time ?make me felt depressed ar...

Next time, i think we are going to watch 'Underworld 3'...haha...

Haiz... i have to start working on the 12th Feb la...so i think i will not have so much time to online la...so wouldn't blog so often la...haha...=,=

An Early Morning Trip.....

This morning , my sister n i woke up super early to follow my grandparents to the temple which is located at Batu Garjah...

After 20 minutes (if i m not mistaken), we reached there.haha... Surprisingly there was only one person who was praying...weird ar...haha...after finished praying all the gods in the temple , my grandpa started to ask the old man about our fate n luck in the year 2009...haha...it was interesting...

We were shocked by what he had predicted about each of us... It was q.accurate...almost 90% correct ar...haha..i was so awed leh... haha...he said that my grandpa loves my grandma v.much....when my grandma says this ,my grandpa dun dare to say that...haha...my grandpa is a super good husband n father ...=p But at the same time ,they also respect one another...this is wat we call a perfect match....haha...so my aunt was a bit jealous after hearing that ...haha...(she was just kidding la...)

Ok, what the old man predicted about my sister was oso v. accurate...he knew that my sister is going to buy sth ....but what he mentioned about the item was 100% correct ar...haha...how accurate his prediction is....

For me, he said that i liked to go out woh...haha...where got?...i m so gui...haha... he did advice me not to go out so often lo...haha...but i hope what he had predicted about me would become a reality in my life ...haha...as he knew that i m v.care about my future...haha...

Yesterday , i had received a msg ...it was about our spm results...it said that we could get our spm results on 23rd Feb.....it is too fast 4 me ... i have not prepared to receive my results yet...haiz....but the news is not confirmed yet la.....

Understand ???

WHEN YOU BELIEVE.....

I SURRENDER........

understand the figurative meaning of my post? haha...

dunno ar?then u all have to use ur mind la ...haha...

BORING...BORING...=,=

Haiz... how come i m so boring geh? Can i have sth special n interesting in my life? haiz...sitting at home without working really boring!

Every day ,what i can do is just eating, sleeping, sms, watching tv...life is so meaningless to me now...haiz...In addition ,my mom wouldn't let me to go out alone now due to the last time horrible incident...monotonous is the only word that can describe my days ...haiz...haiz...
pity ar...

I am now looking 4 the next mon. to come.....haha...i can go out to watch movie with my frens on that day!!! This is the much anticipated day that i m looking for...haha...

I think i may use tis two weeks short break to learn driving as well... since i only start to work at 21st of Feb. ......now i would like to use every single minute of my time to finish all the books that i had bought ...haha...just left one more book for me to fill my spare time...i think i should buy somemore on next Monday la.... =e

The Horrible Incident...

It is the most horrible n terrible experience in my life i think....

Today i went back to The Store to hand in my Jan. daily sales report...when i reached there ,my friends were in a state of ecstasy....and we planned to lunch together....

We all lunch at a restaurant just a walking distance from The Store...suddenly my friend,bobo noticed that there was a guy kept on looking at my bag n he was just standing behind me ... i paralysed by fear...my imagination took off into unknown territory where kidnapping n snatching run rampant...how scared i was at that moment...

Without any hesitation...we changed our table ....but the crazy mad guy was still strolling outside the restaurant n kept on staring at us....cold blood pulsing through our veins...we were super afraid...

Finally i decided to take out my purse n handphone from my bag n put them in my pockets.....when we had finished our lunch.....we run as fast as an ostrich to leave the restaurant ... haha...it was so funny n exciting too...haha...

During this short holidays, i m going to eat n eat n eat.... i want to become rounder n rounder ,fatter n fatter....just like a ball...haha...i was so depressed when the aunties in The Store told me that i had become thinner already... i think i did lose my weight ...haiz... sad ar... therefore ,i decided to eat 24/7....i'm sure i can gain my weight back...haha...

Is it nice if i look like her ?haha...gorgeous?

wah... a big block of cheese ar....if i ate it i sure can gain my weight ar...haha...=p

On Top Of The 'Mountain'...

Haha...finally i have finished my Jan. daily sales report... i feel like i m on top of the 'mountain' haha... not on top of the world la...haha...



Tomorrow i will go back to The Store to hand in my report...my job will really complete when my supervisor has signed on my report...haha...

Just now my friends who are still working at The Store sms me n said that they were very boring working at the store 2day...haha...sori that i couldn't help them bcz i had resigned already...haha... i know that u all miss me la.. haha...but u all have to find ur happiness urself la since i can't chat with u all during the working hours already...

Take care...

The Indelible Mark In My Mind

Last night , i slept at 3am...now i really feel tired n sleepy !haha...

Today i don't have to go to work already....haha...i m very happy bcz i dun have to stand there 4 at least 8 hrs ! haha...

I would like to express my gratitude to all of my frens who had bid farewell with me yesterday ....thanks 4 having such a nice dinner with me...i had never experienced having dinner with so many of my frens ...10 people squeezed arond a small table...haha...

And please la, my dearest friends...dun call me mommy again la...haha..i know i m as caring as a mother but pls la...dun call me like that la...haha...

After our dinner ,it was raining cats n dogs again...i really couldn't understand y it rained again... morning rained already but at night still rained...haiz...wat could we do?we just borrowed the old newspaper from the shop owner n covered our head with it ...BUT i felt that covering our head like that was so embarrassing so i refused to do that...haha




When we all got ready all the stuffs, we run as fast as we could towards the store ... we were wet thoroughly .... haha... it was really a very good memories in my life....i love all of u n miss u all always....call me whenever u all are free...i m 24 hrs available...haha...frens forever...


Now i have to continue doing my daily sales report ...haiz....GOD PLS HELP ME! sobs......=.=

The end OR The Begining ???

Every thing will back to normal on 31 .1.2009 !!!



This was the last day i work in The Store ...supposed that my cup of happiness would overflow but i did not feel like that ! at the same time one of my dearest friends was leaving me...=,= i just couldn't accept all the things that had happened in this 24hrs...



I had tried my very very best to force myself to be tougher but i failed to do that ...how useless i m ! haiz...when i saw his super depressed n down face, the feeling of us was mutual... both of us were feeling super sad...words could hardly explain how sad we were ...

I really dunno whether he got cried or not! but from his numb look ,i know that he was super sad la...i tried to control n hire my sadness...i think i did it q. good...

Unfortunately,my eyes din co operated with me woh... wat the poor things... haiz...after he came to say goodbye to me that time , i really couldn't control my sadness already... i din feel like working although tis was my last day of working in the store! i just wanna to go home as fast as possible...how hard i was during that time .... i think no one can understand my feeling that time...i think i was really an iron lady all the time... tis was what my friends told me...but tis time i couldn't already...somehow i m also human being...

31 jan was the full stop or the comma of my ' beautiful n sweet dream ' in my life...will it be a full stop? i really dunno... have to depend on many aspects...i really dun have any idea about it!

We will have our new lease of life starting from 2day...i really hope that we can achieve what we aim in our life with no regrets...so i will start thinking of my future seriously from tis second onwards...haha... hope that he can adapt himself in the new environment n have a nice time there...all the best to him...haha...