I hope...

I can hardly close my eyes ,

I can hardly sleep ...

My doggie is fever and we are so worried about him .
I think he has caught a cold .
After consult someone,
we decided to give him 1/4 panadol to consume .
I hope that we are just unduly worried and may god bless him .
I am too worry about him until i can't fall asleep ...

When my sister gave him medicine to eat ,
he refused to take in that little tablet because it's too bitter .
Somehow,we force him to eat until he vomit .
When we saw that ,
our emotions had taken a tumble and we felt guilty for not taking good care of him .



But ,we knew that he must take the tablet in order to recover .
After our endless efforts,
we managed to get an idea so that he could take medicine .
First ,we dissolved that tablet into water .
Then ,we mixed it with his favourite biscuits and
yes he took the medicine happily.


Hope my nick zai will get well soon ............
I promise

if u get well soon ,i will buy u a new toy

nicholas....

Forgiveness....

Friendship and Forgiveness

Forgive your friends. They will love infinitely more.
- Sri Chinmoy

Friendship and forgiveness must always run abreast. The death of forgiveness compels the death of friendship. We must feed our friendship with forgiveness, and thus alone can we cherish a friendship that will fail to close its eyes even for a brief second.
by Sri Chinmoy(1)


Friendship is based on forgiveness. Today if your friend has done something wrong, you have to forgive her immediately by thinking that you could have made the same mistake. If she has been nasty to you today, you have to forgive her immediately. Tomorrow you may be in the same position - you could be nasty to her. So if you forgive her when she is nasty, then if a day comes when you are equally nasty, she will forgive you.Good qualities eventually come for ward. Good qualities will not remain dormant forever and forever.
by Sri Chinmoy.(2)

Real forgivenessDoes not remember the past

“Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time.”
Sara Paddison quotes

涂改液与橡皮擦

有人说，
泼出去的水收不回，
说过的话改不掉。
人的舌头就像一把锋利的剑，
说了的话就会无意间伤到别人。

做人其实其实很简单，
在于你到底是选择用涂改液还是橡皮擦！

无论你多么努力地把自己的错误盖掉，
可是，涂改液只会帮你隐瞒一时，
但，
当时间久了，
涂改液已经失去它的效果时，
藏在涂改液低下的的错字就会现形。

相反的，
只要你努力地用力擦，
橡皮擦便能把错字给除掉，
再也不会有机会威胁到你了。

回忆也一样，
越是想掩饰的，
越是想放下地，
越是想用涂改液把它给盖掉的，
可是，天意弄人，
上天还是要在伤口上洒盐。
因此，
这一次我选择了橡皮擦。

我珍惜每一位朋友，
我信任我每一个朋有，
我告诉每一个你们我的小小秘密，
我也希望你们不要再次让我失望。

*I cherish every bff mine and i just want to seize this opportunity to reiterate that

I am not easy to get angry but once u all really make me angry

It's hard for me to forgive you all until u apologize to me.

Some of you think that i m a 'forceful' person -so call 'big women ',very tough

but beyond the veneer of my toughness lies a soft side,

I do have emotion,

I do feel touch ,

I do get hurt

and one thing

I m aboveboard in doing anything ,

and never surreptitious .

I hope you all do !

Pui Yeeng 's BFF

My doggie,Nicholas...

Hey everyone, my name is Nicholas Lee and I m just 6 weeks old .I have two mommies ,Natelie Lee and CATherine Lee.People,please don't misunderstand that i will fight with my catherine mommy although as you all know that i always like to measure swords with the cats.

Attention please ,I m a doggie and not bitch ,k?Although i look like a bitch ,please don't judge me based on my look ,k ?I do have a birth certificate just like the human being and i follow the sir name of my mommies 'family .

I like to be embraced by my two mommies and i hate they put me in the 'cage'.I want freedom and i know that it is impossible to get 100% freedom because i will pass motion at any where that i like .When i first came to ipoh from taiping , tears welled up and then gushed miserably down my cheek as i have to separate with my parents and siblings who are in Taiping . As soon as i reached Ipoh ,I had to get an injection at my posterior part which had caused me to get fever .It was painful as it was the first time that someone used a sharp needle to poke my backside .I was wondering why the human beings were so blood thirsty .

After some time ,i met with my two owners and without further objection that i could make, they had brought me home .I like the two of them as they love me so much and always handle me with kidglove.I know that to them I m a tiny and as fragile as the glass as i have a very small body size .I cherish them as my lovely mommies .

Wherever they go ,they will bring me along .I like to sleep at they laps because i can feel their care and love to me.Unfortunately ,I got my first whack from my catherine mommies when i pass motion on the floor of the kitchen .She was trying to teach me to pass motion in the toilet but i just didn't bear it in mind .Sorry ar,mommy ,pls dun angry me la .I will try to be a good boy .

Now ,whenever i want to pass motion ,i will bark and try to pass the message to my mommies so that i can go to the toilet to solve 'my problem ' but sometimes i do fail to do that .I still remember that i wet my catherine mommy's shirt with urine twice already .

I like to bite my grandpa's (lpy 's father) TOES.They seem like the mouth-watering sausage waving front and back in my eyes .Without further delay , i jump and try to bite it with my only four teeth .haha.....

Tell you all a secret !My idol is Beethoven ...hehe....Whenever i start to bark ,my mommies will put a music box beside me and try to simmer me down .I buy to them .I like the music and whenever i listen to it i will fall asleep .It's a good cure for those who have insomnia .haha.....

The Road ....

Suddenly ,I decided to write a summary for the year 2009.

January

After my SPM ,I got a chance to be a promoter at The Store .It was a traumatic experience in my life as being a promoter was not an easy job as i thought .I had to do stock checking ,cleaning and last but not least the sales report .I hate to do this because I had to do some 'adjustment ' in order to make my report tally and this was what my accountant sister taught me .From that moment onwards ,I knew that i couldn't follow my sister's path.I couldn't take accountancy as what my mom wished .Besides that , when Chinese New Year was around the corner ,The Store was having 48 hours Mega sales .We were forced to work 16 hours which mean that we had to STAND for 16 hours .OMG ....I resigned at the end of the month and had two weeks break before I worked at my aunt's Japanese Restaurant .

February

My aunt's Japanese Restaurant opened on 18th and i started to worked as a cashier cum general clerk.I was like playing and not working there because during the working hours when i saw the mouth -watering salmon ,Akagai , kaki (oyster ),Idako and so on i could requested to take a break and had them for my lunch .The variety of sashimi stimulated my taste buds and i couldn't get my eyes and mouth out of them .There's a lot of joy and tears when i worked at my aunt's restaurant and which was some thing to do with my blog so i decided to delete some of my posts.

March

I had an unforgettable birthday party in this month.My aunt bought me a chocolate XO cake which cost 100++ and yes it was an alcoholic cake .We ordered Pizza and some refreshments and bring them back to my aunt restaurant to celebrate with me .Besides that , this was also the month when i was going to get my SPM results .yea ..with all the hard work , gastric pills and big eyes bags i was able to score straight As' in my SPM.I was in a state of ecstasy and our picture did appear in the newspapers .At same time ,i was busying with all the scholarship interviews such as JPA interview and so on .I could hardly breathe properly in the whole month .It's also the month where i suffered the most number of times of insomnia.form 6 or college?

April

Registered as a student of Masterskill College as they offered me full scholarship for the whole pharmacy course and i would be able to get the cert from La Trobe Universties ,Australia.I had pay RM 500 as the registration fee but at the end i decided to study form 6.This was because the ranking of the universities is even lower then our UM and the officers there called me and asked for RM1500 from me again ! They had broken their promise. At the end,i had lost RM500,too bad ..........

May

Started my form 6 at RPS .I was totally stunned when i first stepped into that school .I was speechless when i saw the lab in the school which were 180% worse than PGS .The labs in PGS were so much conducive than that in RPS .I was pondering am i making the right decision to stay in form 6.I started to filled in the transfer form so that i could transfer to Sam tet as soon as possible .It was the most depressed month of the year .Finally ,the letter from the Jabatan Pendidikan came .My application failed .But ,i didn't give up so easily .I tried to appeal and this time i had made up my mind .If my appeal fail again ,I will go to SEGI for my foundation studies.

At last ,my application was approved .

JUNE

I got my transfer to Sam Tet already .The first day of school made me cried because i couldn't adapt to the environment there .I told myself i must be strong and i couldn't be a loser .I am not a LOSER .I got my car licence this month and yes i could drive !

July

Nothing special happened in this month and i was busy preparing for my first test .My relative-gastric came and visited me before the first day that i sit for my exams .Vomited for more than 8 times and diarrhoea for 5 times .After the first day exams,I consulted the doctor immediately .To my utter surprised,I was food poisoning .It was then i knew that i was allergic to kekwa drinks.

August

The first class trip to CAMERON .We went there for our insect collection and we really had a hilarious time there.On the other hand ,I got the worst results in my entire school life.My heart shattered into smithereens when i looked at my papers.

September

Sixth form night was coming and we were busying with our practised .'Grease' Rockxx.............

October

I think nothing special happened this month except for the exams .

November

All the USST-ians were busying with the Leadership training camp and yes i enjoyed the camp very very much .I love USST ...HAHA....

December

It's holidays .I love it the most .This was the time when i could go out with my friends ,chat with them and hang out with them.Unfortunately ,I still ffk some of my friends as i didn't have enough time to fulfil my promise.sorry ,sweeties.

Some of you keep on asking me about my love stories and for your information i seldom talk about it ,right ?So ,about my love stories.............

无可奉告！！！

haha........

*School is going to reopen in another 2 more days.I think it's time for me to prepare my gastric pills .It will be a hectic and busy year for me

gonna to work like a dog....