Bye Bye 2009

Yesterday , i went to JUSCO again with the USST-ians to celebrate Kar Leng's birthday .This was the sixth times that i went to Jusco .Omg ...

While we were hiding near the sushi department and some of them were having their lunch there ,I saw my English tuition teacher ,Ms Dena . I walked to her and she was so surprised to see me there.Luckily ,she still remembered my name .I was her student since i was a form one student .On the first day i went for tuition ,Ms Dena had promised us if we listened to her and followed what she taught us ,she guaranteed that we would scored A in our PMR ,SPM and even 1119.

I still remember the way she talked ,taught and joked with us .She is a very dedicated and friendly teacher . She treated us as her own children and used a variety of ways when she was teaching us English .We sang song,we wrote our own poem ,we watched drama together ,we had quiz .........I enjoy being her student for 5 years .Although we seldom wrote essay ,she taught us hundreds of illuminating phrases which could push our essay to a higher grade .

I could vividly recall that I was a student who was very poor in English before i went to her .I could hardly speak in English but after i went for tuition my English improved by leaps and bounds .I got A for my PMR ,SPM and also A1 for my 1119.I could never forget Ms Dena .She is a good teacher and author.She wrote quite a number of English books and textbooks as well.

She helped me a lot and i was glad that her son is getting married soon .From her face ,i could know that she was happy and busy preparing for the wedding .

Ms Dena and I

Today is the last day of 2009,in another 5 minutes year 2010 will coming .I hope that i can forget all the unhappy events ,wash away the memories that make me depresses and start a brand new year with hopes and joy .Happy New Year !!!

*Dunno why i m having headache these few days ...so cham ar...=(

Dating ....

Hello, sweeties ,It's me! I just came back from Jusco again!

I think this was the fifth time i went to jusco within these two weeks .Actually ,i felt a bit bored when I stroll in the same shops and the same cinema .But ,i m so happy because today i date with my darling ,Jie Ying .I didn't see her for 1/2 year since she went to Aimst,Kedah to have her Tertiary education.She is studying physiotherapy now and according to her Anatomy is so difficult .

Anyway ,she didn't change much .The same face ,the same height but not the same body size.haha...She has become thinner but just a little bit thinner ,not so obvious .(she may be laughing when she see this )

We watched Avatar at 12.30pm and it is a very fantastic 3 hours movie .I like the breathtaking scenery in the forest .I wonder could i be one of them who live in this beautiful forest .It's awesome !After that , we went for our lunch at the newly open cafe opposite the Adidas shop .We ordered two set lunch and the food there is not as mouth-watering as i expected .

Our dating ended when we have finished our lunch .Hope we can have dating again during Chinese New year .

"BIG "DAY...

Happy Birthday ,mom !

Early in the morning ,my dad who was at Perlis called my mom but he just chit-chat with my mom as usual and didn't say anything to wish her then my dad ended the call.My mom was trying to control herself when my dad didn't mention about her birthday .

It's embarrassed to say that my sister and I woke up at 11.30am .I was suffering from insomnia again last night because i was very very very hungry .I couldn't fall asleep after watching Titanic with my sister and my mom ."You jump,I jump"so romantic ...haha...But this was not the main reason why i couldn't sleep .I was starving again .I really ponder why i will feel hungry so often .I have discovered that skipping meal is the best way to lose weight .I have proven it .Recently ,i am having brunch daily and sometimes i only take brunch and skip my dinner .I m not planning to lose weight but just because I m very lazy to eat ..haha...I have seriously lost weight .

When we realized that my mom 's face was as dark as the coal ,we quickly took out the present that we bought for her to cheer her up .She was in a state of euphoria when she saw the present because she thought that we had forgotten her birthday .Although before that my mom asked us not to buy anything for her ,we knew that she just didn't want us to squander our money away .
I could see that her cup of happiness had overflowed .There was a buoyancy in her walk ,a spring to her step .In seventh heaven ....on cloud nine .

After the indescribable joy flooded her heart for a little moment ,she started to nag already .I quickly sms my dad to remind him of mom's birthday .Finally ,my mom couldn't bear with it anymore and she called my dad to gave him a piece of music.haha...Luckily ,when my dad answered the phone and the first sentence he said was 'Happy Birthday '.haha...Here comes the happy ending ....

*Once again ....Happy birthday ,mom "

有空的时后,

你不妨静下来,

放上好听的音乐,

准备一些好吃的点心,

然后想一想,

你快乐吗?

Joy to the World

Christmas Eve

On this wonderful and joyful day ,i went for dinner with James ,Mei yee ,Kok Lun ,Melvin and Yin Jie at Mamma mia.I was infuriated from the early morning until afternoon because of certain reasons which i dun wan to reveal them here .Just forget about the unhappy thingsIt was raining cats and dogs when James came to give me a lift .It was still raining when he reached .I rushed to his car and tried to get into the car as fast as possible before i got wet but unfortunately i could hardly open his car's door.After that ,i led james to mei yee's house .

I think James and i were like two light bulbs during the dinner .It complicated ....I really thought to have our dinner at another place since we were 'left out ' by 4 of them .So pity ....

After that ,we went to 'tong sui gai ' to have our supper and followed by countdown .


Christmas

I went to Jusco with my sister in the afternoon to buy Christmas presents for her friends .We planned to buy Crystal for her friends .Therefore ,we went to HOJB to have a look.As a crystal lover ,i could hardly control myself when i looked at the shining crystal waving their hands at me .Finally ,my sister bought a set of Zodiac Gemstones and a secret present for my mom for her birthday on this Sunday .

I had promised James to go to his church to support his drama at night .We planned to meet at Sam Tet at 7pm because Mei yee ,Yi Lin and i didn't know where was his church .While we were on the way to the school ,we realized that we forgot to buy Christmas present for James .So ,we decided to tell James that we didn't go to his church anymore and asked him to left the school since he was already at the school to wait us .We lie to him and we knew that he should be very angry on that moment .

Without hesitation, we parked our car at MBI there in state of the school car park in order to avoid from James because we knew that he might still be there .We ran as fast as we could to Parkson in order to grab a present .WE WERE STARVING !!!We hadn't dinner yet .Suddenly ,we received a msg from zhan ming which stated that James' car had 'kissed' another car.We were stunned when we saw that message!

We knew that he might be too angry because we ffk him at the last minute .We thought that this was the main reason that cause the accident .We were so guilty .At last ,we managed to get him a present but the main problem slipped through our mind. WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO TO THE ST .PETER CHURCH !

I had made a lot of phone calls to yin jie and xuxu for their help because we were lost in Fair park .OMG ...we just hoped to give James a surprise but we didn't tot that we were lost and caused the accident .Finally ,we asked Xuxu 's dad to wait us at Fair Park Hotel .

We reached the church at 8.04 pm .When we reached there ,Xuxu was kept on laughing at us .So embarrassed !sobs....Cold blood pulsed through our veins as we saw James' dark face when he was working with his computer .We really hoped that he could forgive us for the lie.We didn't dare to talk to him .Therefore ,we took our sit and started to whisper with each other.We were trying to get some ideas in order to make amend. Finally ,Mei yee sms him !

We were so guilty for causing the accident.We were discussing this matter all the way when we went home .Haiz ....I think my projection is right .Christmas is not a wonderful festival for me to celebrate .This and last Christmas ,i was also in a foul mood .I think next year i better stay at home and watch 'TWILIGHT'.haha...Anyway ,i enjoy the time with my USST-ians.Therefore ,Merry Christmas to all of you.


I just came back from Jusco with my mom and sister.I found that i have slowly transform into a shopaholic(influence by Winnie i think .haha..).NO NO NO !i can't be a shopaholic .When i open my cupboard ,i found that most of my clothes are in white colour because i love white .But ,recently i m in love with red colour especially the chili red .haha....

Reflection

I was watching Mulan just now and i still remember that the last time that i watched this movie is when i was 7 years old.I love the song 'Reflection' and i had used it as my message alert for some time .The song is very meaningful to me .It teaches me a lot of lessons.

Mulan realized who she was through her reflection.She knew that she couldn't be gentle and gorgeous girl and she knew that she couldn't bring honour to her family too.But ,through her reflection in the pond water ,she knew that she had to protect her father from risking his life .He was too weak to protect himself not to say to protect the country .

Early sunlight slanted into Mulan 's house ,tears welled up and then gushed miserably down her cheek and she took his father's sword and stepped out of her house without any hesitation.She explored any possible avenue in order to act like the man and finally she saved the emperor and the whole China.It's so awesome!

I wonder what my reflection will be ?will i be the next 'Mulan 'who can bring honour to myself and also my family ?

*Christmas is around the corner and most of my sweeties are coming to ipoh .Can't wait to see my darling ,jie ying in another few hours .I am planning some activities for my X'mas eve .I guess ...haha...If i were in a foul mood ,i may stay in the my house and watch 'Twilight' again ...haha...I m truly addicted to it already !

The sunless day fading towards a starless night and i think it's time for me to finish up my New Moon !!!

最浪漫的事

背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝
背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝



I thought to write my post in Chinese but i think i better write it in English because it may take a few hours to type the words..That's why finally i decided to write in English which i can type faster .haha...



Listen to this song again ..er...accidentally ...It's a nice song .It's a very popular song during the 70's and 80's especially during wedding .I was in love with this song on the same as today last year when i first heard it from my sister 's laptop .I was crazy for it and i listened to it more than 5 times a day .



I was coming from a girl's school -PGS before i come to sam tet for my Form 6 .When i come to this school ,i have to take some time to train myself to be more gentle ,sit properly and stand and walk 'gracefully'.It 's a big challenge for me as i was like a boy in my secondary school .I could sit wherever i liked and in any pose that i felt it made me comfortable. but,i can't do the same thing anymore in sam tet where there are boys around and i have to take care of my image .I stated to be called 'MALAT' by the MLL 's president,my best friend,yong kar leng until i became the MLL'S vice president .At first ,i felt nothing because being that 'malat 'i felt it's ok for me .But ,recently i feel that i should train myself to be more girl like.



Last Saturday ,Kok Lun Told me that i should have a change in my way of standing .He shook his head when he saw me standing on the stage with the very bad posture which had spoilt my image as a gentle girl so badly .I could hardly control it because i had used to it already .Sometimes ,i found that i m more man than the man in certain aspects but i m still a girl who will scream when i watch horror movie .It's embarrassing when i screamed so loudly when i was watching 'Santau ' with albert ,mei yee,kok lun and yi lin last week .Actually ,i didn't watch horror movie because i know i would be paralysed by fear .



2mrw is 冬至。I still remember i was working at The Store during 冬至last year .It was a traumatic experience to me !Anyway ,wish all of you a 冬至快乐



It's already 1.40am now and i has promised my mom to go to the market with her 2mrw but all of them bet that i will not be able to wake up so early as i always sleep until 11am .haha...



I plan to watch Twilight for the third time.I am in love with the stories and addicted already .I m reading New Moon and i think by this Wednesday i will be able to finish the book .But ,i really don't like to read about Jacob la!I could hardly find the name Edvard in the book .I like to read about Edvard and Bella .Jacob ,STAY AWAY from Bella!!!haha...Anyway ,i m waiting for James to download the movie .James ,gambate !!!



It's time to sleep ,nitez....

VAD 7 and 2009 5SC1&SC2 Gathering

Today i went to school at 7.55am ,I wanted to emphasize that i didn't renegade on my promise.I had promised madu and ter wei that i would reach school before 8 am and i did it .I am always punctual!!!But ,Madu din't believe me .He thought i would be late .haha...but i din .He even called me at 7.50am when i had reached the school gate .I was changing my shoes in the car.In order to suit my formal look ,i had to wear high heels shoes but to my utter suprise my high heels are no long fit my legs .It 's too big for me.I still remember i wore it when i went JPA scholarships Interview.I think my legs have 'contracted'-sok sui already .



Madu and me (my partner for being the emcee for today's VAD 7 'S function)

When i first saw madu in the BSMM's restroom ,i was shocked ! You know what he wore?He wore a white long sleeve shirt with the school tie,black slack and the prefect's coat .OMG ...He was liked the one who carried the coffin during the funeral procession.It's didn't suit my shirt la.Luckily ,one of the members of the BSMM got a spare formal shirt for him .haha...we were liked the zebras on the stage .Look at the picture below ,now only looked 'OK' .



Now only looked 'OK'...

The ceremony ended at 11am and we did SS (syok sendiri) at the hall .So , lets the picture do the talking as i am too tired to narrate how SS we were .haha...



haha..i was playing with the mic too...




Nai ma was playing with the mic...






see...albert was ss-ing with the flowers...=='







After that ,mei yee,jac and i rushed to Mama mia ,greentown for our gathering.Frankly speaking ,i was very disappointed with the amount of people present.Some of them didn't turn up although before that they had promised me to come .Some of them even didn't tell me why they didn't come .The purpose of the gathering was to strenghten the bond of our frenships.I was trying my level to maintain our bonds but without all of you to coorporate with me ,my efforts are just useless.I really don't want to throw in the towel but please .....









here are my sweeties...

*2mrw my son -yaki will go to Indonesia (It's a jail to him).Yaki ,must take care oh...i remember yesterday was your big day but because of some old traditions about the funeral so i couldn't wish u .It's not good for you !Dun think i had forgotten .17 years old already must know how to take care of yourself,k?haha...last but not least -SOUVENIR.But i dun think India got any special souvenir ,right?Please dun bring one indonesia daughter-in-law for me,k?I think i will get heart attack on the spot .That daughter-in-law is more suitable for ter wei i think ...haha...

Insomnia

I was having insomnia for the whole night .I really don't know why .I try to sleep but somehow i couldn't fall asleep .Tomorrow i have to go back to school for the rehearsal for this sat VAD7 function.Kong kar Chuan (nai ma) and i are the emcee for the function but i have to leave earlier may be by 12.30 i have to leave already .This is because i have to attend my 5sc1&2 gathering .I m the organizer that's why i should be punctual .

I really hope i can join my son -yaki and james for squash 2mrw but i can't .sobs....
Never mind la we still got lots of chances to play together .Wait for me wo ...

Recently ,i m crazy of the maths and p.s graphs...i m on the verge of collapse already .Tonnes of homework awaiting me.I m planning to slave behind the mountain of books during this holidays but i end up rushing for my homework.I want to go to Jusco to watch movies ar."The princess and the frog,Avatar,New Moon and 风云II"....
Unfortunately,some of my friends had watched so i have to watch it myself lo...

I purposely put 'bamboo ' in my yesterday 's post .Know why ?look at the picture below then u will know .Although u all always call me 'crab ',i still have one nick name that you all dunno geh ...

4 years ago and Now

The same thing happened 4 years ago.The same ceremony ,the same people gathered together doing the same thing ,listened to the same 'chang chang ' sound broke the silence of the night .It's my grandma 's funeral .She died of Lungs cancer and it was a shattering blow to us !!!She left us when she was 81.It was the 1st time we experienced this sad ceremony .

I can still vividly recall that my grandma had an orchard near her house .There were durians ,rambutan ,pineapple,manggo trees and also all kinds of vegetables.I liked to eat bamboo when i was small.Whenever i came back to my hometown during chinese new year or mooncake festival ,she would prepare some for me to eat .Unfortunately ,i cannot have it anymore.

4 years later ,the same thing i had to go through .The same ceremony ,the atmosphere ,the same traditions that we had to follow...My grandpa just pass away this thurs .That day ,my mom ,sis, bro and i went to the hospital to visit him but he was coma for two days edi .According to the doctor,the left lung of my grandpa was malfunctioned and he refused to take in any food or water.Therefore ,it's health was on the decline .The only thing we could do was to wait until his heart to stop beating.But we couldn't tot that after an hour we went back from the hospital ,the call from hospital reached .My grandpa had left us............

I only went back to my hometown during chinese new year and i was not so close to my father's side relatives .But before that my grandpa still knew who a i ,until this year CNY ,he had forgotten who my sister and i am .Finally ,he could stay together with my grandma .I hope that they will have a gud time together...




Is there a place for eternity ?i really
dun wan to lose anyone

USST Camp...

On the 31st Nov until 3rd dec,i went to Pangkor for our USST Leadership Camp 2009.Actually ,the camp started from 1st -3rd dec but another 9 excos and i were needed to go there 1 day earlier.

The venue of our camp was at sk sri pangkor,a malays school.Before we started our journey to that school ,we had heard some ghost stories about that school.We were paralysed by the stories.We reached our destination at 12sth i think .When we stepped into the school ,i was totally speechless.I was stunned! The school was like a dilapidated hut .When we headed to the classroom which was our so call 'hotel',i was 'no eyes to c '.Only 2 out of 6 lights and 2 out of 3 fans could funtion.I wondered how could i survive in this type of condition.

The worst thing was the toilet .It was dark and with no light at all for the ladies .Therefore,we decided to share the toilet and the boys were not allowed to say 'NO'...haha...

We had KFC for our lunch before we took the ferry to pangkor island.We did play around like a kid in Kfc and it was quite embarrassing as we were taking all sorts of funny pictures there.

When we had finished our preparations for our camp ,we quickly rushed to the toilet for our baths .The weather in pangkor was unexpectedly hot .Therefore,we must not skip our bath .After that ,we went to the beach to have a walk while we were waiting for our dinner to be ready .I was mesmerised by the breathtaking scenery at the beach .Words could hardly express how beautiful the 'egg yolk ' is.Ha xin yi and i were busying taking photo until some of the excos also beh tahan both of us ...haha...

After our dinner ,we went back to the school .We were very scared and therefore we decided to put on our sleeping bags and sleep on the table with our heads facing one another .We tried to have our pillow talk but unfortunately 2 of the excos,kok lun and mah chee cherng had to 'lapor diri 'to their beloved soul mate.haha...Therefore, we decided to sleep as quckly as possible before the others fell asleep ealier than us.

It was odd that all of us woke up at 3 am .We thought that we had slept for a very long time but when we looked at the watch it was only 3am .We could hardly sleep a wink that night because the tables was hard and not comfortable .




1st day of the camp

Early in the morning ,Kok Lun started to complain me because he said that i was talking the whole night when i was sleeping after 3am .I was shocked that i was so noisy the whole night BUT according to kok lun he couldn't understand what was i talking about.We were suffering from body achne and when Ter wei sms to albert and claimed that they would reach to pangkor in another half and hour ,we really hoped that he could bring the campers back to ipoh!

Around 10 am ,the opening ceremony begun .Then ,followed by the ice -breaking activities .After that,it's treasure hunt.The campers seemed to be very clever .I think within 1 1/2 hours they were abled to claim their ingredients from me.Here comes the cooking competition !Haha...According to the fedback from the campers ,this was the most challenging activities for them as they were not good in cooking.It's kinda funny when we saw them stunned .

I had to patrol after all the activities for the campers had ended .I was too exhausted and i had only slept for AN HOUR that day.






2nd day of the camp

As the member of the cooking team for this camp ,i had to wake up at 5 am to prepare breakfast (egg sandwich and milo)for the campers.Luckily ,james ,mei yee and other excos were helpful enough that they were willing to help us .I was deeply moved by their responds.

The worst thing was we had to prepare our breakfast in the open hall where there was no light.We were forced to use torch light as the source of light to enable us to cook.When the clock strike to 6.30am ,ter wei and zhun yeau woke the campers up by their wisels.Kar leng was responsible for the morning exercise.She taught the campers a very interesting and funny dance -ULTRAMAN DANCE which she was proud of it because this is the only dance she is good at.

Then ,at 9 am our Amazing Race conducted by Jia Yan ,zhan m ing and chee cherg started.I sieze the golden opprtunity to have a nap as my station at the beach started at 11am but i couldn't really fall asleep .

I din realise that my legs were allegic to the seawater .After about 1/2 hour,my legs turn into red and there were lots of rashes on my legs.

After our dinner ,we had our 'scene and clue' conducted by kar leng .Xinyi and i were the singer ,lala and actress,ah mei respectively in this activities .We really had a nice time during this activities .I think our images had spoilt because we were too 'outstanding' that night ,agree?haha...

Next ,we had camp fire .Our activities ended at 2am and we could only slept at 2.30am .










3rd day of the camp
It was raining this morning .After the morning exercise ,we had our breakfast -wan tan mee.The mee was too much for me and so i gave some of it to my guai zai-yah qi wen (yaki).haha....mah chee cherng and yaki were the voracious eater .Although they are thin,they can eat more than expected .

Around 2.30pm,we went to the port and it's time to say bye bye to pangkor .Most of us ended up with dark skin and big and dark eyes bags.I really miss my excos frens...

At last ,let me introduce to u our MADU~ ,KONG KAR CHUAN .he had become our nai ma edi ...haha...

outing

Today i went to Jusco with my two little cousins , sister and my aunt.We went there to watch 'A Cristmas Carol '.



It's a Disney's product .In my opinion ,it is a 'Quite ok ' movie.A little bit boring la.My two little cousins were traumatised by the movie because the main character -Ebenezer is not a good looking guy and can be considered an urgly person .
I think they may have nightmare tonight.But this movie have taught us a lot of moral values and lessons .It taught us to be generous and care about the less fortunate people .We should be more concerned and helped those peolple who need our helping hands very much .

Recently , i m indulging in the book -'New Moon '.I would like to thanks Xin yi for lending the book for me .Thx xin yi .I really like that book very much .Addicted to it already .Holidays started already but i m not that happy because i have tonne of homework.I have to completed 100 over maths question ,PA graphs ,PA essay and so on during the holidays ....

I m busying with the USST Leadership Camp which is from 1 until 3 dec 09 this whole week .But i have to go one day early with orther excos. That's mean i have to be at Pangkor for 4 days.It's a raining season ,almost every day is raining .I din dare to tell my mom that it is also raining cats and dogs at Pangkorbecause she will be worried about me .so , better to prevent her from unduly worry .Yesterday ,we went to Tesco to buy a variety of food which are needed for the cooking competition .I wonder what will the form three students are going to cook .

haiz ...all of the excos have to patrol at night .It is the most scary incident and i m needed to patrol from 2 am until 3 am with albert ...gosh ...albert dun try to scare me or play sth funny ar ..if not i m going to whack him badly ....hahaha

2mrw is our class party .It is the much anticipated day for all of us ...hope that we can enjoy ourselves ..........

A special show

natelie and my sis's fren who was studying at JF Beauty ...
Last Sunday ,my sister ,natelie helped her friend who was studying at JF Beauty Academy to be his model for the makeup competition held in jusco .This was the 1st time she's be a model .

Although they din win due to a slip of tongue, they were the most spectacular pair.hehe

雪人

好冷，雪已经积得那么深
merry christmas to you,我深爱的人
好冷，整个冬天在你家门
are you my snowman?
我痴痴，痴痴底地等
雪，一片，一片，一片，一片
拼出你我的缘分，我的爱因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
雪，一片，一片，一片，一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将，也将不再生存

演唱：王力宏&范晓萱



*圣诞节即将到来了，
雪花也即将纷纷落下。

其实，人生就像雪人一样是很脆弱，很短暂的。
当春天来临时，雪人也将不再生存。
人生不就是这样吗？
有谁能大声地说我的人生从来没有半点遗憾？
又有谁能大声地告诉我他的人生是完美的？
人生不在乎长或短，
只在乎你到底有没有善用上天所赐给我们的时间。

许多人往往只珍惜难以得到的东西，
越难得到地，我们越要花更多精力来追求。
但在这过程中往往，
我们往往忽略了一些与我们擦身而过的人。

谎言令人痛恨无比，
隐瞒虚伪无耻，
不拆穿，不识破，
并不代表能瞒天过海，
只是我们还在默默地给机会对方向我们坦白。
拆穿，只会让你更难堪。

热恋中的情侣总觉得我的人生不能没有你，
失恋就像世界末日一样，
频频闹自杀，要生要死的，
何苦呢？
这世界上有多少人在垂死边缘还不断地努力求生，
我们又为什么要为了一个‘情’字而断送自己的生命呢？
爱情不代表一切，
放手一把，
忘掉过去，
人生可能会更精彩。
也许‘忘情水’能帮得上忙吧！

人生匆匆几十年，
何必让悲伤占满我们的时间，
影响我们的心情。
只要爱护自己，
拥有梦想，
努力奋斗，
哪怕失败了也不会白过一生。
虽然人生就像雪人一样短暂，
可是只要我们能在冬天里成为最耀眼
最瞩目的雪人
那不就已经足够了吗？

Dun be Afraid

Today my sister met with an accident when she went for her office .She was rooted to the ground when she heard the loud "bang ...".

She went out of her car immediately to see how bad her car is ...She was very scared and she called my mom for help .Luckily , my dad came back from Kedah.Both of them were shocked when they received my sister 's call.They went to my sister 's office to help and console her .

When she saw my parents,her eyes blur with tears ,creating swirling kaleidoscope patterns.She was so relief when she saw my parents .haha...

*my dearest sister ,natelie,

becareful when u r diving n dun be afraid la....support u here ...cheer up

I have grown up

In another 4 more months i will become 19,and 1 more year than i will turn to 20.Omg..i didn't realise that i have grown !I m the second daughter of my parents.I have an elder sister and a younger brother.Whenever i have faced any problem or i m depressed ,i will share it to my dearer sister .There is no secret between us.I tot to share my problems with my brother but he is too young to console or even understand what am i trying to say to him !haha...

I really couldn't believe that i m a 18-year-old girl .This is because to my parents n sister think that i m still a little girl that need to be handle with kids glove .Whenever we go out for dinner ,they sure help me to order ,help me to take those stuff that i have brought and even hold my hands when we cross the road .Therefore,i m the forever child in their hearts.When i go out with my friends ,my mom will call me once or twice to make sure that i m safe.My friends are calling me 'Cinderella 'because i must be at home before 12 midnight .haha....I m glad that they care for me and i hope to be their princess forever ...hehe...

Not only my parents treat me as a kid but my grandparents ,2 aunties n 2 uncles treat me like that .I still remember when i went to Cameron for my insect collections project in August .My aunties had called me at least twice ,my parents 3 times and even my sister had called me about 4 times .It just a two days one night trip .When we get together ,they will ask my sister and i about our studies ,working ,relationship and so on .They are so desperate about our status whether is single or in a relationship.Sorry to disappoint them we are both single.haha...not interested in getting into relationship yet la...i m still'small'.
haha...

My sister and i are not alike ,totally different faces .I have dimples but my sister does not have and my sister is so tall which is about 170cm whilst i m only 160cm.I really hope that i can have bigger feets.I have difficulties when i go to the shop to buy shoes .It's sad to tell that even the smallest size ,size 4 is also too big for me.I really hope that i can have bigger feets maybe size 5.haha...I face the difficuties when i want to buy high heels but for sports shoes i think no problem because for Size 5 is still ok for me.haha....

Today ,as the usst exco i went to the hall to help the rehersal for tomorrow graduation's day.Suddenly , a few lower form boys called me 'jie jie' which i found so funny.I didn't thought that they would call me like that.weird la..haiz...i have really grown up ,grow older edi..=)


this is my sister ...the only thing that we are aliked is both of us wear spects..

童年

“泥娃娃，泥娃娃，一个泥娃娃，我做她爸爸，我做她妈妈，永远爱着他”

这首好久都没有听过的歌曲偶然地从妈妈的嘴里唱出。

这使我顿时想起原来我已经好久没有听过，也好久没有唱过着一些儿歌。

我已经长大了。

还记得小的时候我最爱看的卡通片就是‘美人与野兽’（Beauty and the Beast).我喜欢戏里头长得很漂亮的Belle和那个长得非常凶猛及难看的野兽。虽然野兽很凶猛，但是当他遇见Belle时却表露出他温柔地一面。

我还记得小的时候我很喜欢涂颜色和写字。当我四岁的时候看见姐姐上学时，我不禁地吵着妈妈说我也要和姐姐一样去上学。当时的我真的不明白为什么每次姐姐上学都张大嘴巴大哭。现在想起来我也觉得自己很笨，为什么会吵着要上学！现在想偷一下懒都不可以了！

一年级的时候是我成绩最好的时候！我竟然可以考获四个100分，而其余的就是98或96分。

一年级是我开始演讲的生崖，也得到我人生中的第一个奖杯。我参加过许多不同的校内校外的演讲比赛，唱歌比赛以及辩论比赛。我还记得我第一首唱的歌是月亮代表我的心。那是在我五岁的时候堂姐结婚，爸爸陪着紧张的我把这首歌送给堂姐的。从四年级起，我就开始代表学校参加演讲比赛。不说你不知，我姐姐也是演讲高手哦！令我印象最深刻的一次演讲比赛是在我初中一时候。在那年的比赛我竟然获得全怡保市的季军！我依然记得当时的讲题是-家。中三开始我就成为了校队辩论员。除此之外，我也当过许多活动的司仪。直到现在，我已没什么做这些事了。我非常感谢我的老师给与我许多的训练和指导。没有他们，我就不会赢得这些奖杯。

这些都是演讲和唱歌比赛的奖杯，而我第一次唱歌比赛冠军是在四年级。当时唱的是邓丽君的船歌。这一些都是我童年美好的回忆

这四个都是校外的演讲比赛中赢得的奖杯。虽然所有的奖杯都已陈旧无比，而且我也曾想过把他们丢掉，可是我却不舍得。因为每一个多是我辛辛苦苦，花了很多时间，很多心思和受过许多老师的责骂所换回来的，可说是有血有汗啊！

从小到大，我都一直忙着读书也可说没什么童年。我从没试过踏脚车，没试过玩沙丘，没试过爬树。。。我也好像有点累了，很想放放假，可是我可以吗？

glad to have u with me...

When i looked at the calender in my room , i found that in another 2 weeks then my lower six is going to the end .I still remember the 1st day when i was in sam tet .It was a nightmare for me!When i first stepped into the classroom ,they were having their bio lesson on water potential ,chapter 1 conducted by Pn Lau .Pn Lau , is very experienced n dedicated teacher .I can say that she is the best biology teacher in sam tet .I like the way she explains the theory to us .Unfortunately ,she has to retire in at the end of this year .

The 1st impression for me was that the people were so quiet and smart .They didn't talk much although there was no teacher in the class.I was like :har ?why like that geh ?why extremely quiet?are they didn't like to talk? i ponder .The only voice that we could hear was calvin's voice .

Actually i know who is he since i was in Form 2 because we were taking our science and maths tuition at Mr Ooi there.He used to be very talkative and liked to show off .Honestly ,I really detested him before i came to sam tet n be his ji mui .haha... When i first saw him in the class ,i was shocked that he was in the same class with me .He has changed a lot in the sense that there is an increased in the width of his body but i still could recognized his face .

As i said the first day in sam tet was a nightmare to me n my fren from PGS who came to sam tet on the same day with me .We really couldn't 'tahan ' the super duper silence n quiet atmosphere of the class.They were busy doing their homework and reading the books .We could hear the people from B2 were laughing and joking happily in their class.We wondered could we be one of the members of them .

With the passage of time ,the bonds between us started to consolidate.We started to form ionic bond,covalent bond ,metallic bond or even van der waal forces .All sort of bonding that we learnt in our physical chemistry started to form .haha...We had become closer and closer to each other .Ker lee and kar leng 's gang loved to bring their home-cooked food such as spaghetti ,fried rice , biscuits and all sort of mouth watering food to school.They liked to share their food among themselves when there was no teacher in the class .I was like so shocked to see that because we had never ate in the class when i was in PGS.Some of them even brought milo ,cup noodles and even the 烧肉 to school .OMG...is this a sch?

It is about 5 mths since the first day i became the member of L6B1 .Now ,the atmosphere of the class has totally changed .We have became the noisiest class among the lower six classes even our bio n maths teacher started to complain us .We gossip here and there ,play with each other and eat together before we go for the boring and dull tutorial classes which can actually kill us.We often late for our tutorial classes and sometimes skip it especially during MUET tutorial because our MUET teacher is so L-A-Z-Y and always tell us that she is not feeling well la and all sort of excuses .Finally .we found that she is in the sick bay whenever she skips our class .So,MUET actually equal to our free period.hehe...

We went to Cameron for our Insect Collection and i am sure that the trip had left an indelible mark in our memories ,right? We really had a hilarious time in our trip.I m very happy that we had completed our insect collection project and colloquium this Monday .Joey and i were in charge of the presentation part and i hope that we can emerge as the champion in this competition .'Say No To Fast Food ,The Shape Of Confidence",this is our slogan for our project on fast food .

this is the photo that we took in the lecture hall 1 after our presentation.I hope that my performance didn't disappoint u ...

I really love everyone in L6b1 .Although i m not the paragon of virtue of the class,i m glad to be one of the members of the class.I hope that you all will not forget there is a person called LEE PUI YEENG has once left her footprint here although i may not be in the same class with you all next year ....

Sixth Form Night...

After a long time of practised,finally the much anticipated day drawn.It was our Sixth Form Nitght!!!We had practised about a month for our dance 'Grease'.We had to wear those 60's attires n the boys had to wear leather jackets ,sunglasses n gel their like ah pak...As girl we had to be very 'fat hao' in order to attract the boys .It is a big challege to all of us as we are not gentle n hao enough .We are very ma lat which mean we act like a boy.haha....Our male character played by joey was fantastic.She was more man than the man .So that 's y i say all the boys in my class can be my ji mui .hehe...

Let me introduce my partner to u -Lee Kuan Fei.When i looked at him ,i really couldn't stop laughing .His hair was really like ah pak ...Omg ...I fely very innocent as i had to pair up with him ...haha....sorry ar ji mui ...haha...but i really enjoyed the performances....

haha...kuai fei ah pak ...

We had actually suffered a lot because we had to change two attires .One was during the dance n the other one was after the dance.For the boys ,they had to wash their hair after the dance because it was really 'greasy'.I have changed two dresses that night because of that i missed out some of the slide shows n the most important thing was the food.I was suffering packs of hungers because we had to run here n there the whole night to change cloths ,performances n talking photo .haha....

Sad to say that the food failed stimulate my taste buds even our ji mui ( calvin) who eat everything inculding the rubbish provided it didn't have the odour didn't eat much that night.ahaha.....

Here come the climax of the night ,our ji mui -Albert and winnie .....

Albert : wun u marry me ?
Winnie:Yes ,i do ...

All of us really hope that this kind of conversation came out from their mouth but they just kept silence.Wei,Albert quickly take action la......haha...

Ok, Let me introde to u the new society in sam tet -MLL society .Some of u may wonder wat is MLL,right?ok,MLL stands for ma lat lou society .Not because the members are 'fermented'but it's because we do not act like a girl .You really cannot use the word 'gentle ' to discribe us.haha....Dunoe starting from when i m no long gentle anymore.Let me introde the MLL com to u :

President: Yong Kar Leng

Vice Pre:Lee Pui Yeeng (me)

Secretary : Sabrina

Treasurer:Seik Mei Yee

AJk: Ha Xin Yi

:Fiona

:Joey

and so on.(too many com already can't rmb all) hehe...

me, sab n mei yee
we were the mat lat characters in the 'Grease".c we were smoking the 'Rocky' but during the performance we had lost the 'Rocky' ....=(

chee fai ( albert) n me ......did we looked like the 60's students?

Yin Jie,Me, Mei Yee ,albert n calvin...

c .....we really enjoyes ourselves...

Grease lightning.....

me n chee lim...

Pn Tong and the usst excos....
mat lat coms cum usst exco (mei yee,pui yeeng n xin yi)

It's me...

our ji mui ( albert ) n me....let me tell u all a secret -our usst pre,chee fai is very naughty and 百厌ar....winnie ar shud teach him how to behave himself ar.....haha... at the back is kuan fei after washing his ah pak hair...

usst exco cum mll com ....

the third one is our mll pre-yong kar leng

calvin ,hui ling n me...

hui ling 's cup of happiness overflowed that night because his bf ,willy sent him a bouquent of roses although he is not a sam tet boy...sweet ...

we took this photo when we went to the taekwando studio for practises ....

We really had a nice day ......happy always =)