Saturday, December 26, 2009

Joy to the World

Christmas Eve

On this wonderful and joyful day ,i went for dinner with James ,Mei yee ,Kok Lun ,Melvin and Yin Jie at Mamma mia.I was infuriated from the early morning until afternoon because of certain reasons which i dun wan to reveal them here .Just forget about the unhappy thingsIt was raining cats and dogs when James came to give me a lift .It was still raining when he reached .I rushed to his car and tried to get into the car as fast as possible before i got wet but unfortunately i could hardly open his car's door.After that ,i led james to mei yee's house .

I think James and i were like two light bulbs during the dinner .It complicated ....I really thought to have our dinner at another place since we were 'left out ' by 4 of them .So pity ....

After that ,we went to 'tong sui gai ' to have our supper and followed by countdown .


Christmas

I went to Jusco with my sister in the afternoon to buy Christmas presents for her friends .We planned to buy Crystal for her friends .Therefore ,we went to HOJB to have a look.As a crystal lover ,i could hardly control myself when i looked at the shining crystal waving their hands at me .Finally ,my sister bought a set of Zodiac Gemstones and a secret present for my mom for her birthday on this Sunday .

I had promised James to go to his church to support his drama at night .We planned to meet at Sam Tet at 7pm because Mei yee ,Yi Lin and i didn't know where was his church .While we were on the way to the school ,we realized that we forgot to buy Christmas present for James .So ,we decided to tell James that we didn't go to his church anymore and asked him to left the school since he was already at the school to wait us .We lie to him and we knew that he should be very angry on that moment .

Without hesitation, we parked our car at MBI there in state of the school car park in order to avoid from James because we knew that he might still be there .We ran as fast as we could to Parkson in order to grab a present .WE WERE STARVING !!!We hadn't dinner yet .Suddenly ,we received a msg from zhan ming which stated that James' car had 'kissed' another car.We were stunned when we saw that message!

We knew that he might be too angry because we ffk him at the last minute .We thought that this was the main reason that cause the accident .We were so guilty .At last ,we managed to get him a present but the main problem slipped through our mind. WE DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO TO THE ST .PETER CHURCH !

I had made a lot of phone calls to yin jie and xuxu for their help because we were lost in Fair park .OMG ...we just hoped to give James a surprise but we didn't tot that we were lost and caused the accident .Finally ,we asked Xuxu 's dad to wait us at Fair Park Hotel .

We reached the church at 8.04 pm .When we reached there ,Xuxu was kept on laughing at us .So embarrassed !sobs....Cold blood pulsed through our veins as we saw James' dark face when he was working with his computer .We really hoped that he could forgive us for the lie.We didn't dare to talk to him .Therefore ,we took our sit and started to whisper with each other.We were trying to get some ideas in order to make amend. Finally ,Mei yee sms him !

We were so guilty for causing the accident.We were discussing this matter all the way when we went home .Haiz ....I think my projection is right .Christmas is not a wonderful festival for me to celebrate .This and last Christmas ,i was also in a foul mood .I think next year i better stay at home and watch 'TWILIGHT'.haha...Anyway ,i enjoy the time with my USST-ians.Therefore ,Merry Christmas to all of you.


I just came back from Jusco with my mom and sister.I found that i have slowly transform into a shopaholic(influence by Winnie i think .haha..).NO NO NO !i can't be a shopaholic .When i open my cupboard ,i found that most of my clothes are in white colour because i love white .But ,recently i m in love with red colour especially the chili red .haha....


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Reflection

I was watching Mulan just now and i still remember that the last time that i watched this movie is when i was 7 years old.I love the song 'Reflection' and i had used it as my message alert for some time .The song is very meaningful to me .It teaches me a lot of lessons.

Mulan realized who she was through her reflection.She knew that she couldn't be gentle and gorgeous girl and she knew that she couldn't bring honour to her family too.But ,through her reflection in the pond water ,she knew that she had to protect her father from risking his life .He was too weak to protect himself not to say to protect the country .

Early sunlight slanted into Mulan 's house ,tears welled up and then gushed miserably down her cheek and she took his father's sword and stepped out of her house without any hesitation.She explored any possible avenue in order to act like the man and finally she saved the emperor and the whole China.It's so awesome!

I wonder what my reflection will be ?will i be the next 'Mulan 'who can bring honour to myself and also my family ?

*Christmas is around the corner and most of my sweeties are coming to ipoh .Can't wait to see my darling ,jie ying in another few hours .I am planning some activities for my X'mas eve .I guess ...haha...If i were in a foul mood ,i may stay in the my house and watch 'Twilight' again ...haha...I m truly addicted to it already !

The sunless day fading towards a starless night and i think it's time for me to finish up my New Moon !!!


最浪漫的事



背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝
背靠着背坐在地毯上
听听音乐聊聊愿望
你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上
你说想送我个浪漫的梦想
谢谢我带你找到天堂
哪怕用一辈子才能完成
只要我讲你就记住不忘
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
一路上收藏点点滴滴的欢笑
留到以后坐着摇椅慢慢聊
我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝




I thought to write my post in Chinese but i think i better write it in English because it may take a few hours to type the words..That's why finally i decided to write in English which i can type faster .haha...



Listen to this song again ..er...accidentally ...It's a nice song .It's a very popular song during the 70's and 80's especially during wedding .I was in love with this song on the same as today last year when i first heard it from my sister 's laptop .I was crazy for it and i listened to it more than 5 times a day .



I was coming from a girl's school -PGS before i come to sam tet for my Form 6 .When i come to this school ,i have to take some time to train myself to be more gentle ,sit properly and stand and walk 'gracefully'.It 's a big challenge for me as i was like a boy in my secondary school .I could sit wherever i liked and in any pose that i felt it made me comfortable. but,i can't do the same thing anymore in sam tet where there are boys around and i have to take care of my image .I stated to be called 'MALAT' by the MLL 's president,my best friend,yong kar leng until i became the MLL'S vice president .At first ,i felt nothing because being that 'malat 'i felt it's ok for me .But ,recently i feel that i should train myself to be more girl like.



Last Saturday ,Kok Lun Told me that i should have a change in my way of standing .He shook his head when he saw me standing on the stage with the very bad posture which had spoilt my image as a gentle girl so badly .I could hardly control it because i had used to it already .Sometimes ,i found that i m more man than the man in certain aspects but i m still a girl who will scream when i watch horror movie .It's embarrassing when i screamed so loudly when i was watching 'Santau ' with albert ,mei yee,kok lun and yi lin last week .Actually ,i didn't watch horror movie because i know i would be paralysed by fear .



2mrw is 冬至。I still remember i was working at The Store during 冬至last year .It was a traumatic experience to me !Anyway ,wish all of you a 冬至快乐



It's already 1.40am now and i has promised my mom to go to the market with her 2mrw but all of them bet that i will not be able to wake up so early as i always sleep until 11am .haha...



I plan to watch Twilight for the third time.I am in love with the stories and addicted already .I m reading New Moon and i think by this Wednesday i will be able to finish the book .But ,i really don't like to read about Jacob la!I could hardly find the name Edvard in the book .I like to read about Edvard and Bella .Jacob ,STAY AWAY from Bella!!!haha...Anyway ,i m waiting for James to download the movie .James ,gambate !!!



It's time to sleep ,nitez....


Saturday, December 19, 2009

VAD 7 and 2009 5SC1&SC2 Gathering

Today i went to school at 7.55am ,I wanted to emphasize that i didn't renegade on my promise.I had promised madu and ter wei that i would reach school before 8 am and i did it .I am always punctual!!!But ,Madu din't believe me .He thought i would be late .haha...but i din .He even called me at 7.50am when i had reached the school gate .I was changing my shoes in the car.In order to suit my formal look ,i had to wear high heels shoes but to my utter suprise my high heels are no long fit my legs .It 's too big for me.I still remember i wore it when i went JPA scholarships Interview.I think my legs have 'contracted'-sok sui already .



Madu and me (my partner for being the emcee for today's VAD 7 'S function)

When i first saw madu in the BSMM's restroom ,i was shocked ! You know what he wore?He wore a white long sleeve shirt with the school tie,black slack and the prefect's coat .OMG ...He was liked the one who carried the coffin during the funeral procession.It's didn't suit my shirt la.Luckily ,one of the members of the BSMM got a spare formal shirt for him .haha...we were liked the zebras on the stage .Look at the picture below ,now only looked 'OK' .



Now only looked 'OK'...

The ceremony ended at 11am and we did SS (syok sendiri) at the hall .So , lets the picture do the talking as i am too tired to narrate how SS we were .haha...



haha..i was playing with the mic too...




Nai ma was playing with the mic...






see...albert was ss-ing with the flowers...=='







After that ,mei yee,jac and i rushed to Mama mia ,greentown for our gathering.Frankly speaking ,i was very disappointed with the amount of people present.Some of them didn't turn up although before that they had promised me to come .Some of them even didn't tell me why they didn't come .The purpose of the gathering was to strenghten the bond of our frenships.I was trying my level to maintain our bonds but without all of you to coorporate with me ,my efforts are just useless.I really don't want to throw in the towel but please .....









here are my sweeties...

*2mrw my son -yaki will go to Indonesia (It's a jail to him).Yaki ,must take care oh...i remember yesterday was your big day but because of some old traditions about the funeral so i couldn't wish u .It's not good for you !Dun think i had forgotten .17 years old already must know how to take care of yourself,k?haha...last but not least -SOUVENIR.But i dun think India got any special souvenir ,right?Please dun bring one indonesia daughter-in-law for me,k?I think i will get heart attack on the spot .That daughter-in-law is more suitable for ter wei i think ...haha...

Monday, December 14, 2009

Insomnia

I was having insomnia for the whole night .I really don't know why .I try to sleep but somehow i couldn't fall asleep .Tomorrow i have to go back to school for the rehearsal for this sat VAD7 function.Kong kar Chuan (nai ma) and i are the emcee for the function but i have to leave earlier may be by 12.30 i have to leave already .This is because i have to attend my 5sc1&2 gathering .I m the organizer that's why i should be punctual .

I really hope i can join my son -yaki and james for squash 2mrw but i can't .sobs....
Never mind la we still got lots of chances to play together .Wait for me wo ...

Recently ,i m crazy of the maths and p.s graphs...i m on the verge of collapse already .Tonnes of homework awaiting me.I m planning to slave behind the mountain of books during this holidays but i end up rushing for my homework.I want to go to Jusco to watch movies ar."The princess and the frog,Avatar,New Moon and 风云II"....
Unfortunately,some of my friends had watched so i have to watch it myself lo...

I purposely put 'bamboo ' in my yesterday 's post .Know why ?look at the picture below then u will know .Although u all always call me 'crab ',i still have one nick name that you all dunno geh ...


Sunday, December 13, 2009

4 years ago and Now

The same thing happened 4 years ago.The same ceremony ,the same people gathered together doing the same thing ,listened to the same 'chang chang ' sound broke the silence of the night .It's my grandma 's funeral .She died of Lungs cancer and it was a shattering blow to us !!!She left us when she was 81.It was the 1st time we experienced this sad ceremony .

I can still vividly recall that my grandma had an orchard near her house .There were durians ,rambutan ,pineapple,manggo trees and also all kinds of vegetables.I liked to eat bamboo when i was small.Whenever i came back to my hometown during chinese new year or mooncake festival ,she would prepare some for me to eat .Unfortunately ,i cannot have it anymore.

4 years later ,the same thing i had to go through .The same ceremony ,the atmosphere ,the same traditions that we had to follow...My grandpa just pass away this thurs .That day ,my mom ,sis, bro and i went to the hospital to visit him but he was coma for two days edi .According to the doctor,the left lung of my grandpa was malfunctioned and he refused to take in any food or water.Therefore ,it's health was on the decline .The only thing we could do was to wait until his heart to stop beating.But we couldn't tot that after an hour we went back from the hospital ,the call from hospital reached .My grandpa had left us............

I only went back to my hometown during chinese new year and i was not so close to my father's side relatives .But before that my grandpa still knew who a i ,until this year CNY ,he had forgotten who my sister and i am .Finally ,he could stay together with my grandma .I hope that they will have a gud time together...




Is there a place for eternity ?i really
dun wan to lose anyone

Sunday, December 6, 2009

USST Camp...

On the 31st Nov until 3rd dec,i went to Pangkor for our USST Leadership Camp 2009.Actually ,the camp started from 1st -3rd dec but another 9 excos and i were needed to go there 1 day earlier.

The venue of our camp was at sk sri pangkor,a malays school.Before we started our journey to that school ,we had heard some ghost stories about that school.We were paralysed by the stories.We reached our destination at 12sth i think .When we stepped into the school ,i was totally speechless.I was stunned! The school was like a dilapidated hut .When we headed to the classroom which was our so call 'hotel',i was 'no eyes to c '.Only 2 out of 6 lights and 2 out of 3 fans could funtion.I wondered how could i survive in this type of condition.

The worst thing was the toilet .It was dark and with no light at all for the ladies .Therefore,we decided to share the toilet and the boys were not allowed to say 'NO'...haha...

We had KFC for our lunch before we took the ferry to pangkor island.We did play around like a kid in Kfc and it was quite embarrassing as we were taking all sorts of funny pictures there.

When we had finished our preparations for our camp ,we quickly rushed to the toilet for our baths .The weather in pangkor was unexpectedly hot .Therefore,we must not skip our bath .After that ,we went to the beach to have a walk while we were waiting for our dinner to be ready .I was mesmerised by the breathtaking scenery at the beach .Words could hardly express how beautiful the 'egg yolk ' is.Ha xin yi and i were busying taking photo until some of the excos also beh tahan both of us ...haha...

After our dinner ,we went back to the school .We were very scared and therefore we decided to put on our sleeping bags and sleep on the table with our heads facing one another .We tried to have our pillow talk but unfortunately 2 of the excos,kok lun and mah chee cherng had to 'lapor diri 'to their beloved soul mate.haha...Therefore, we decided to sleep as quckly as possible before the others fell asleep ealier than us.

It was odd that all of us woke up at 3 am .We thought that we had slept for a very long time but when we looked at the watch it was only 3am .We could hardly sleep a wink that night because the tables was hard and not comfortable .




1st day of the camp

Early in the morning ,Kok Lun started to complain me because he said that i was talking the whole night when i was sleeping after 3am .I was shocked that i was so noisy the whole night BUT according to kok lun he couldn't understand what was i talking about.We were suffering from body achne and when Ter wei sms to albert and claimed that they would reach to pangkor in another half and hour ,we really hoped that he could bring the campers back to ipoh!

Around 10 am ,the opening ceremony begun .Then ,followed by the ice -breaking activities .After that,it's treasure hunt.The campers seemed to be very clever .I think within 1 1/2 hours they were abled to claim their ingredients from me.Here comes the cooking competition !Haha...According to the fedback from the campers ,this was the most challenging activities for them as they were not good in cooking.It's kinda funny when we saw them stunned .

I had to patrol after all the activities for the campers had ended .I was too exhausted and i had only slept for AN HOUR that day.






2nd day of the camp

As the member of the cooking team for this camp ,i had to wake up at 5 am to prepare breakfast (egg sandwich and milo)for the campers.Luckily ,james ,mei yee and other excos were helpful enough that they were willing to help us .I was deeply moved by their responds.

The worst thing was we had to prepare our breakfast in the open hall where there was no light.We were forced to use torch light as the source of light to enable us to cook.When the clock strike to 6.30am ,ter wei and zhun yeau woke the campers up by their wisels.Kar leng was responsible for the morning exercise.She taught the campers a very interesting and funny dance -ULTRAMAN DANCE which she was proud of it because this is the only dance she is good at.

Then ,at 9 am our Amazing Race conducted by Jia Yan ,zhan m ing and chee cherg started.I sieze the golden opprtunity to have a nap as my station at the beach started at 11am but i couldn't really fall asleep .

I din realise that my legs were allegic to the seawater .After about 1/2 hour,my legs turn into red and there were lots of rashes on my legs.

After our dinner ,we had our 'scene and clue' conducted by kar leng .Xinyi and i were the singer ,lala and actress,ah mei respectively in this activities .We really had a nice time during this activities .I think our images had spoilt because we were too 'outstanding' that night ,agree?haha...

Next ,we had camp fire .Our activities ended at 2am and we could only slept at 2.30am .










3rd day of the camp
It was raining this morning .After the morning exercise ,we had our breakfast -wan tan mee.The mee was too much for me and so i gave some of it to my guai zai-yah qi wen (yaki).haha....mah chee cherng and yaki were the voracious eater .Although they are thin,they can eat more than expected .

Around 2.30pm,we went to the port and it's time to say bye bye to pangkor .Most of us ended up with dark skin and big and dark eyes bags.I really miss my excos frens...

At last ,let me introduce to u our MADU~ ,KONG KAR CHUAN .he had become our nai ma edi ...haha...