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I din online for a month i think bcz i was busying with my revisions for my 1st test . haiz....A (H1N1) spread rampantly in Ipoh and our body temperature have to be taken before we can go into the classrooms.Some of the teachers and students start to wear mask also. I din go to sch for 3 days edi and had been sick for 2 weeks. In these 2 weeks ,i went to consult the doctors for 3 times .

For the 1st and 2nd time were bcz of fever n gastric.After taking the medicine ,then gastric came again! haiz....It's just like a trend .Although i had taken the gastric medicine ,it's din show any effect also.For the 3rd time ,it's because of food poisoning.It was the night before my exams started.I had vomited 8 times n had diarrhoea for 4 times over the whole nites.gosh....i had to sit for my exams 2mrw.

When i woke up the next day, i was out of energy. My mom asked me not to go to sch but i wanted to sit for the exams. I forced myself to get up from the bed n headed to the sch.After school , my sister drove to the sch to fetch me back then only she continued her work. My mom drove me to c the doctor and i was proved to have food poisoning.

I was so disappointed to myself because i din do well in my exams.Although i haven't get the papers back ,i know that i m not doing good in the exams.I think i will get the 1st fail in my life .These are the worst results i think i will get .Even for my english,i think this is the worst n lousy essay i have ever wrote.Before that ,whenever i had finished writing any essay ,i would be full of satisfaction .But this time , when i had finished writing my essay ,i really wanted to tear the paper into pieces.I really din know what i was writing .I m so emo now....

This thurs and fri ,i will go to Cameron Highlands for insects collection n plant collection as well. I had killed a gasshopper!sobs....my aunt managed to catched one for me .My mom promised to help me to inject the formalin into the grasshopper's body but finally i had to inject it myself as my mom had to hold the grasshopper tight so that when i injected it ,it wouldn't jump and break it's legs.With great trepidation , i handed the syringe and walked near that terrible thing.My legs turned into water and tears welled up in my eyes and threathen to spill over when i slowly injected the formalin into it's body .I din predict that i would cry .I had killed a living organism.It's living ......

I am the homicide .I don't know that i have to be the murder when i m studying bio. Actually my mom doen't allow me to go to cameron ,she is worried that i may get H1N1 since she says i always get sick easily .haha...But i have to go , i need to collect a plant call machantia which is ony found in highlands.

My mom is preparing all sorts of antiseptics n mask for me and ask me to wear mask whenever i go...haiz...i will take care la.....dun worry....

Holidays......i want to sleep as much as i can ....so tired ...i wonder can i sleep before 2 am every day...a lots of works awaiting me...

will post my photos later ................