A Hard Time

I rarely online these days because i was so busy .Busy with the school transfer stuffs n also form 6 works.Actually ,form 6 is very difficult to study .It is a big challenge to me.I start to feel the stress coming to my way.It's really stressful.I hope to get my school transfer stuffs done as fast as possible .I just want a stable environment to study.

Now,I am enjoying my two weeks break.I am so relax that i always sleep on my bed.I take nap n I always sleep before 12am.I am very lazy compared to those days when i studied for my SPM.haiz...so how?The main problem for me now is I still haven't got my books because different school use different reference books for each subject.So I have to wait until i get to transfer to other school then only i will buy the books.

When i saw the chemistry books ,I think i m going to faint ar.Chemistry divides into three:physical,organic and inorganic and each book is as thick as our form 4 & 5 bio success reference book!How to swallow these three books wo?Somemore there are Biology n Pengajian Am leh.Both subjects also have thick books for me to swallow ar......die lo....

Ok ,the next thing that i want to complain is Mathematics la.I dunno which tuition class to follow.haiz...vey fussy ar!!!Maths is very difficult to study oso.....I wonder is it possible for me to get 4 flat in stpm.It's very very very tough.I have tot to go for A-levels before i go to Singapore for my degree.But I realise that the syllables are the same as form 6.So y should i waste my parent's money to do A-levels leh?

Before that ,i was a very ambitious person.But now i think i have change to a very 'lembik' person.haha...I depend for my family very much now.If u ask me what is my ambition now,i really dunno how to answer u because i m very confused now.

My mom asked me to shift to art stream and be an accountant or anything related to business such as business admin ,finance ,commerce...I wonder should i listen to her.dunno which path to take?

I miss my 5sc1 very much.In that lousy school ,I really can't adapt myself.Not like my friends ,they are already adapt themselves.haha...i had mentioned b4 ,if i can't transfer i will go to college .But i wonder wat course should i take then?may be i will just stay in form 6 n c how.I m very lazy now.I always feel sleepy n hungry.Dunno y?always want to sleep.

After my two weeks break,Form 6 will dismiss at 4pm everyday.I wonder where i should take my lunch in that school.so lousy ar the food !!!Then after the class at 4pm,I have to go 4 tuiton classes.So tiring........How can i survive leh?It's worst .......

So i rarely online geh la...if u want to find me the best way is through my handphone.sms or call me la if u want to find me.haha...as usual when the school starts or the exams r coming i wun reload bcz i will be very busy or i dun wan to let my hp to distract me ...haha....if i din reply u, u noe the reasons la...haha...my form 6 exams will be in August...haha...cham ar...