The end OR The Begining ???

Every thing will back to normal on 31 .1.2009 !!!



This was the last day i work in The Store ...supposed that my cup of happiness would overflow but i did not feel like that ! at the same time one of my dearest friends was leaving me...=,= i just couldn't accept all the things that had happened in this 24hrs...



I had tried my very very best to force myself to be tougher but i failed to do that ...how useless i m ! haiz...when i saw his super depressed n down face, the feeling of us was mutual... both of us were feeling super sad...words could hardly explain how sad we were ...

I really dunno whether he got cried or not! but from his numb look ,i know that he was super sad la...i tried to control n hire my sadness...i think i did it q. good...

Unfortunately,my eyes din co operated with me woh... wat the poor things... haiz...after he came to say goodbye to me that time , i really couldn't control my sadness already... i din feel like working although tis was my last day of working in the store! i just wanna to go home as fast as possible...how hard i was during that time .... i think no one can understand my feeling that time...i think i was really an iron lady all the time... tis was what my friends told me...but tis time i couldn't already...somehow i m also human being...

31 jan was the full stop or the comma of my ' beautiful n sweet dream ' in my life...will it be a full stop? i really dunno... have to depend on many aspects...i really dun have any idea about it!

We will have our new lease of life starting from 2day...i really hope that we can achieve what we aim in our life with no regrets...so i will start thinking of my future seriously from tis second onwards...haha... hope that he can adapt himself in the new environment n have a nice time there...all the best to him...haha...