Friday, November 25, 2011

November!!


November ,
You have come to the end of your life ,
have you been fully fill by me ???

Finally ,
I have finished dealing with my scholarship stuff from Tan Sri Lee Loy Seng Foundation .It makes me suffer a lot in order to get an official letter to prove that i am not holding any financial aids or scholarship from university .They keep on dragging the letter and it makes me fed up with them already .The main problem is ,from my hostel to the bursary department is extremely far.With the only 11 bus i have , it takes me 30 minutes to reach.I have been walking there for numerous of time and most of the time i come back empty -handed.

Assessment , assessment ,assessment....
Presentation , presentation , presentation .....
I have sit for 13 tests so far and now the most challenging assessment will be my english course, Presentation skill at workplace .I have to choose a topic that 65% of my audience disagree with me and the main mission of me is to persuade them and to change their mindset.This time i am going to interview someone who is experience in the topic that i am going to talk about for 15 minutes.So , interviewee, interviewee ,you have to prepare for it ..I am sure it will be a very funny activities as you have to behave as a stranger to me.GAMBATEH !!

Christmas is around the corner , and yet i can't catch the contagious air of festivity when i see the beautiful and neatly decorated snow man and Christmas trees in the shopping centeSr.May be it is because my CHRISTMAS fall on my study week .=(

Just discover a romantic love poem when i am doing research for my Presentation Skill At Work place assessment last week . I use it as the remarkable ending for my speech and some of them just come to me and ask me for the source of my poem .Some of them even though that i wrote it myself. Unfortunately, i just wrote a patriotic poem before and not love poem .haha...

Hope that everyone have an unforgettable Christmas which is fill with joy and love !

Everything remind me of you
I look at a tree
what do i see?
My Valentine's face
smile back at me .

I spot a cute rock
But , oh what do i see?
For it reminds me of you
and there is no crock.

Everywhere that i turn
My feeling just burn
with thought about you
my love please don't spurn .

Each rock and each tree
each cloud and each bee
the earth and the sea
It's all reminds me

I Love You Awesomely

-KARL FUCHS -

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

My hostel

Finally after 3 weeks in university , i got the chance to go back toIpoh to settle my studies stuff .After my 3 hours of bio practical on last Thursday until 1pm , I went back to my hostel to do cleaning -swept the floor, changed my bed coverlid , cleared my dustbin and packed my things.I just couldn't stand to live in a dirty room !!

Most of my friends were asking me what my hostel looks like.So , the first impression yaki gave to me when he first skype with me and saw my room was -wah , why your room so "wat dat ga"?haha..this was the first sentence he spoke to me .In fact , this is very true !!My hostel is extremely old and dirty especially the toilet .I just can't bear with the dirty and nauseating smell of the toilet and also the "fragrance "from my opposite room.I really thought to report to the hostel administrator.We pay the most expensive rental among the other universities in Malaysia and yet the quality of it is the lowest So, let's the pictures do the talking ....

My study table...the limited place i got i have to put my lappy and books..it's really not enough !

My newly change coverlid ....angry bird !!

Prepare to go home by ETS at 5.35pm
This is the 7th week of first sem and within these 7 weeks , i have sit for 10 tests already , really don't know why my lecturers like tests so much !!

The worst thing finally come !!My health is under the weather as i m having food poisoning.I got it 2 hours before my ETS at 11.15am on Sun on the way heading to KL .Vomit , diarrhoea and also the liver part pain ...i could hardly get back to my university when i reach KL sentral with my heavy luggage .This is the second day i m back to my university and yet my liver still pain and i just left with 2 tablets.=(


The connection in my hostel really lag, so it's hard for me to on facebook and skype also .Just one more week , i m going to have my mid-sem break already ....I really can't wait for the next thurs to come !!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

我希望...

我希望我能躺在我的床上睡个午觉
我希望下雨时不用独自拿伞
我希望我不用在太阳底下拿着打包好的午餐步行回宿舍
我希望我不用愁晚餐吃什么就有人跟我拿主意
我希望我不用每个星期都考试
我希望我可以不用参加那些无聊的活动
我希望我有一张大一点的书桌
我希望小猪们可以学习独立不要一天敲我的房门四五次
我希望我能撒撒娇
我希望我能拿到完完全全能掌控我人生的钥匙


Friday, September 23, 2011

Left ....

Another 30 minutes, you are going to take a yoyo bus to KLIA,it's time for you to leave .Another 13 hours , you and I will have time difference of 7 hours .What are the things left for us ?It's just abundant of memories !!!

I should say that how glad i am to have you because as i always say you are the one who understand me more than myself does .Sometimes I was so surprised and touch that without saying any word from me but you have done what my mind wish.3 years were not a short time to try out whether we suit each other or not .Distance and time difference are the biggest aspect that i take into consideration when i say "yes" to you .Frankly speaking , at first i still have a lot of doubts , i wonder can we last for long or is it just a short love game ?That's why i told you that i don't want to join into a love game and the answer that you give me was very convincing.

Having the first picture of two of us in Menglembu hill .Thanks to my lou gong , yan yee for being our photographer .I know that this was the first time you woke up extremely early or i could say that you didn't even sleep for that day as you gave me morning call so early that day .First time hiking i am sure you were extremely exhausted as you had slept for half a day after the dim sum .


I think it's a bit fast to have dinner with your family at that time.Meeting your parents didn't frightened me because I knew that they are friendly and because i know your brother and saw him many times in sam tet too.Thanks for your daddy and mama for treating me so well and kept asking me to eat more on that day .After that , we went to Strawberry Moment for strawberry yogurts.Here is the picture we took by ourselves. I still remember that we did plan to watch The smurfs as the last movie before your flight at 2nd of September and I am leaving to UM at 4th September .
Here comes the first trip of ours ,Genting !Seriously , I really didn't know that you do not eat porridge at all but I suggested that we ordered porridge as our lunch .At that time, you didn't even say a single word and eat the whole pot that i can't finished .It's a bit weird where we went genting to watch movie .haha..yea, i would say that we are always different from other but yet we are very similar to each other .I am here to tell you sincerely that i am very touch when i saw what you have done for me when i take my bath .It's a big surprise when i saw a big love made up of sticky notes and candles and chocolate on the sofa .It's to celebrate next year valentines' day which you are not able to come to celebrate for me .Thanks a lot, dear.









After the Genting trip , you were busy being my personal driver to drive me to settle my university documents and medical checkup.I know that waking up early is really a very big and hard challenge for as you are a typical "night ghost " who sleep at 4am and wake up at 1pm .Thanks for accompany me to shop for my uni stuff and console me when i was fed up with my documents!

Having our second trip in Penang with Kuan Fei and Mun Yee.This cute and sweet couples really put in a lot of efforts in the planning of the trip .Thanks a lot .We really have a lot of fun and unforgettable memories .Bringing you to drink cendol and eat rojak and "mua chi" , i think it's the first time in your life time.Seeing the expression of you , i knew that rojak and cendol you were not your cup of tea .haha



It's also the first time we took public transport together .Knowing that you kept all the bus tickets in order to make our mushroom , it makes me knows that you really try very hard in order to give me a very memorable and meaningful present .Not to forget that we bought a couple PDI t which are of my favourite colour -white!It's really nice!!Unfortunately , we didn't take any photo of that .

Our 3rd trip in KL , i knew that you have done a lot of research and plan .Bringing me to search for my new Nike shoes and eating in Jogoya had occupy an important part of my memories.

Here comes the day you cook dinner for me again!!Actually after eating so many times in your house , i can said that you are good in cooking and i think i have found my future chef finally .Orea Cheese Cake was what you make for me for my 21st birthday which is next year .The same reason , you are not able to celebrate with me on the day when i get the key of freedom .Words could hardly express how shock i was when i saw that cake although i was answering my mum's call.I can said that the cake is comparable to Secret Recipe!You always said that i was not touch when i saw the cake but honestly i am deeply moved!It's also the day that you told me that you have delay your flight to 23/9.Seriously , i didn't think that you will do that .thanks a lot , dear.

Here comes the first time you eat with my entire family .Meeting my grandparents ,uncles and aunties i hope didn't frightened you as you know that our family have a strong bond .Drinking wine and martell that night , I hope that you parents didn't give you a piece of music for drinking so much .Yea,it's pretty fast that you have blended very well in my extended family as all my relatives like you very very much .





The day finally came where i have to go to UM to start my tertiary education.I was happy that you could drive all the way down to Selangor to send me to UM.I knew that it's the first time you drove to KL and it made me worry about you also .Seeing you helping me to clean my room and settle down my luggage ,it made me felt warm.Thanks for fulfilling your promise for not hugging me when you all leave.I knew that once you hug me ,my tears will gush down my cheek miserably .

It's the first time we didn't see each other and contact to each other for a week as the person in charge for my orientation week didn't allow us to use handphone and laptop .When i got back my handphone on fri then only i knew that you were driving to KL to find me .It's make me touch till i wanted to cry ar!Driving down to KL for twice in two weeks , i knew that it's very tiring.Dear, seriously UM is like your second home as you know UM more than i now because you travel a lot in UM .Dear , you really have done a lot for me .

Here come the time we should say goodbye to each other today .Last Sun , it's the last time we ever saw each other before you leave to UK .Thanks for your parents who sent me back to UM from Ipoh .Seriously , i miss your parents leh.haha.Saying goodbye is what i don't like to do .Having our last dinner in The Ship with you and your family and taken the last picture of the year.


The last few hours you are in malaysia and i know that you are in the bus heading to KLIA now.Are we going to survive in the situation where distance and time difference are concern?But dear , you promise me , you must have faith in me .Do not always have doubt in me .I believe you and i hope you have the same trust as me.You have done so much for me ,even more than what i expected from you .However, i think i have not done enough for you .So , remember the smurfs ,we will watch it many times later .See you after one and a half year !!

DING YOONG SHEN , I SMURFS YOU ,
I LOVE YOU !!



*你希望我越来越温柔
我希望你放我在心上!

Monday, September 19, 2011

My first 3 weeks in UM

It has been the third week i am in UM .Being at ipoh , my warm and lovely home for 3 days ,it makes me want to cry when i come back and see my so call "hostel".I feel like i am in for National Service rather than to study here.During the orientation week , I was only allowed to sleep for 2 hours per day !The tiring schedule make me think of my family more plus we are not allowed to use handphone and laptop for the whole orientation week .There was no tv , no hp, no lappy and no pork for the whole orientation week .

Being in UM , i have to grab and snatch all the opportunity to register for our courses.Siting in front of my lappy , wait for the right time and click and click and click in order to get a place for lectures.It 's something like buying shares !!!Seriously , i was having a hard time to adapt myself in my hostel and also faculty .

Every day , i have to walk to my faculty for about 15 minutes then rush for the next lecture for another 15 minutes!!What i do in UM is just walk and walk , run and run without a proper meal .Therefore, i strongly advice my next year junior to buy a good and nice quality sports shoes because we need to walk a lot .I think if i continue my daily walk like that , i will have muscle in both of my legs already !I don't want to have a carrot -liked legs pls!!

Biscuits are what i have for my breakfast daily .Therefore, i have trained myself not to eat too much for breakfast.Malays' food is what i eat for lunch and dinner too.

Actually studying away from home is not a problem for me ,i can take care for myself and do all the washing myself .The main problem for me is the hostel !!I need a clean , tidy and comfortable room for my studies !!I need a room free of monkeys!!I saw two monkeys stealing food just outside the dustbin of my college last week .At that instant, I was wondering that am i staying in a zoo???It's much better to stay here than watching rise of the planet of the apes as i can even touch and throw paper roll on them .It's so scary to see them "shout" at you when they realise the existence of human beings!

Although i am not happy with my hostel , i am glad i have make a lot of good friends here.Eating , playing and doing masks together with them are really fun !!I hope i can get used to my university life as soon as possible.



chai yee, jolyn , me and huei huei

chai yee , who is studying music in UM
MY NEW UM GANG !!

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Last Day In Ipoh ^^




Just another 15 hours ,I am going to leave my home and say bye bye to my bed and bolster.I could hardly believe that it's left only "one day" in my counting down list .I will be leaving at 5.30am 2mrw as my orientation starts 2mrw morning .Seriously , packing is not what i like to do because i have too much stuff to bring .How i wish that somebody can help to do this job for me!!Bye bye grandma and grandpa mama and papa, sis and bro , aunties and uncles, cousins and of course my nic nic and potato .

Had a wonderful dinner with you in Secret Garden where i receive my "mushroom" from you .Reading mushroom is the first time for me as i use to write mushroom !!Cutting and sticking the whole mushroom i know is a very big challenge for you .Sometimes , i did feel that you understand me more than myself does.It's a great pleasure for me to have you in the past 3 years !Text me from UK to volunteer to be my secretary in my studies, wish me when i sat for my STPM and of course your "souvenir" from Italy and a few countries had been a very valuable memories in my life.Thanks for helping and accompanying me when i settled my uni stuff.
Tomorrow, you will be with me in UM and thanks for making it happen for delaying your flight back to UK .I really didn't think that you will do that.If not, you will be in UK Skype-ing with me already .Remember, i will still claim my mushroom from you ga!!
DYS,I SMURFS YOU !!!




Saturday, August 27, 2011

Farewell Family Dinner

Another one more week , exactly 7 days i am leaving to University of Malaya ,KL for my degree courses.My lovely family decided to have a farewell dinner with me .When i reach my aunt's house, my grandma and aunts ask me to go inside a room .Who know they each take out an angpau and give to me as a blessing to uni.What they say really make my tears rolling in my eyes and as well as theirs also .Omg , I am leaving already .To me , KL is very near from Ipoh , i am definitely ok with that .But ,their cares and expression draw me to sadness .How i wish i can join every family dinner that is coming .

It's a special day as well as there are two new members joining our family dinner that day .Being in charge of the steamboat and bbq ,I really hope you two enjoy the steam and smoke during the dinner .

Here are some of the photo that give me strength and encouragement .I am glad i have a lovely family with laughter and joy surround us .Wait me , i will come back more often !!LOVE U ALL SO Muchhhhhh.....



my family and grandparents
happy family ....
sweet sweet couple
my little cousin with a sexy pose ...haha