Question mark ???

When we were 5 ,

we told our parents that we wanted to be a doctor, lawyer or teacher .

When we were 10,

the same question that our parents asked.

But this time the answer was not the same !

We wanted to be an artists,model or CEO!

When we were 17,

our parents asked us again,

College or Form 6 ?
Each of us had made our own decision.

But at the same time ,

We pondered

Are we making the correct decisions?

It's remains as a QUESTION MARK

When we were small ,

girls would always hope that they could be the Cinderella or Snow white or even Belle

where the prince came n saved them when they were in danger .

But for the boys ,
they hoped to be the superman or spider man or even power ranges

who could save the world from devils.

This was during our time!

Nowadays ,

The trend has changed!

For the girls,

they hope to be Barbie where they can wear those pretty garment and live in the luxurious

palace!

For the boys ,

they hope to be the BEN 10(which i have never watched before) who can chase away the monsters!

Nothing is constant but change !

Dream and reality are totally two different things .

Yes , we have our dreams but is it possible for us to make it a reality ?
It's another story !

USST Annual Dinner 2009/2010

I can still vividly recall the first day when i became one of the members of sam tet .How strange and odd the school environment was to me and how lonely and scared i was when I was sitting at the back of the classroom with mei yee.Tears just welled up in my eyes and threatened to spilled over .On the spur of that moment ,i really hoped that time could just fly like a rocket so that i was able to leave the school .I always think that entering form 6 is the wrong choice that i had ever made but because of YOU -my beloved USST-IANS ,finally i realized that this is the most accurate and correct decision that i had ever made .


You bring me laughter,
you make me warm ,
you reduce me to tears and
your words fill my hungry soul.


We support each other,
we joke with each other,
we celebrate birthday together ,
We take care for each other,
We exchange our opinions and a spectrum of human experiences
and last but not least
we carry out our duties together .

Although there are lots of difference between us whether in age,gender ,behaviour ,society and so on ,LOVE between each other bring us close together as one big family .Whenever and whoever are in the hot soup ,we do not hesitate to lend our helping hands to them .This is US !


Although we are no longer the usst exco ,it doesn't mean that we have to put a full stop to our friendship.Our memories do not fade and our love will definitely be last forever .Thanks to all my exco buddies ,you all have enlightened me.Thank you so much !



Let's enjoy the picture together !

xin yi ,love you !muacks ...

wei wen and ah fang

the queen of usst for a few second



"Kumpulan disiplin "

my zai zai ,yaki ....

pity yaki ,have to be botak again in another 5 months ...ahaha

mama,zai zai and papa...

c c c my family ....

madu ..although i always make fun of him but actually i m glad to know him because he has brought a lot of fun for all of us

8 flowers of USST
kar leng =Pn tsia ..haha...malat club's pre


pity jia yan ,have to be botak also ...haha...thx for the video !it's fantastic !

boys ....shhhhhh...................

always talk about lemon ,nah ,'lemonised' you ...haha
kar leng ,mei yee ,wei wen and crabby ..
I would like to end my post by sharing a recipe for happiness with all of you .Remember happy always !

From Crabby

USST outing -Lost world Tambun

Last Thursday , I was managed to set my mind free for the whole day where i was going to Lost World with my beloved usst-ians .Unfortunately ,some of them were not able to turn up such as ha gu gu ,didi , kar leng ,ting fang and so on .Out of the 8 girls ,there was only 5 girls here and t he boys whether f6 or f5 were grabbing this golden opportunity to bully us.

Although the f5 are younger than us ,they knew how to protect we girls .As some of us did not know how to swim ,they were quite "gentlemen "(should praise them so times haha...).But at the same time they did bully us .Hey , i know who u are (yaki ,zhan ming ,zhun yeau ,james , albert .....).I will remember what u you all had done to us and i will be taking revenge some day .
Ok , it's time to let the photo to take the job of narrating .Enjoy the pictures.....

Joanne and wei wen



see ,that kok lun was praying ...

Here are the 5 flowers of usst

This is the picture where the boys like the most !

As you all can see that , ter wei and albert were bullying us !

me , wei wen ,mei yee ,yi lin and joanne


see ,ter wei is so significant!

We really had a hilarious time together but in another 2 weeks we are going to retired =( .That's mean we are old already....omg ...In another 6 months ,i m able to complete my form 6 .Times just slipped away like this and i m glad to have known all of you .

Term 2 had started this Monday ,

and the chicken essence and milo +coffee are the things that can describe the rest of my time in Sam Tet .

Somehow , i m too disappointed with myself .

Carelessness is the greatest hindrance in my studies

and due to my carelessness i have lost about 30 marks in my maths and PS .

To me, carelessness is not the excuse that i can accept for getting this kind of results .

I will not blame anyone except myself.

The feeling of depression overwhelmed me and make me moody for a few days .

But ,i told myself LEE PUI YEENG , u should not give up ! Continue to strive for excellence !Gambateh !Gambateh !

让爱一直存在

孤儿院，

这可是我第一次到的地方。

比起老人院，

我还是比较喜欢孤儿院，

因为那些小朋友都比较“快热”

热情洋溢 地向我们打招呼。

在那里我们仿佛找回了自己的童年，

回想起来我已经七年没有庆祝过儿童节了。

我已渐渐地忘记当儿童的滋味。

当yaki把小孩们的玩具拿出来时，

我们都大吃一惊！

他们的玩具竟然可以用“箱”来形容，

而且还是每个小孩都各一份。

在那一瞬间，

我觉得他们好像比我幸福，

有许多玩具都是我们一行人都没玩过的，

这对我们来说可说是新鲜又有趣

如：黑白棋，蛇棋，钓鱼机.....

我兴致勃勃地开始跟他们玩了起来。

我还幼稚地和俊耀一起玩puzzle,

研究了很久才把它完成，

真是有点丢脸！

虽然看起来每一位小孩都很活泼开心，

可是又有谁知道他们在内心在想什么呢？

虽然他们拥有比我们多的玩具，

可是他们并不幸福！

当我看见布告板上他们亲手做的双情节卡

但却不能亲手交给他们的父母时，

我深深地体会到他们那种感受，

那种不能时时刻刻在父母身边被呵护的感觉，

那种受了打击或是被欺负的时候，

父母却不能保护自己的感觉....

也许，

对他们来说，

那些所为的玩具只是善心人士

帮忙他们忘记那种“痛”的的代替品！

也许，

他们在深夜里偷偷地在被里哭过了无数次，

反复地想起他们被抛弃的那一幕，

不断地思考，

到底自己做错了什么父母会把自己送到这里。

可是，

他们只能偷偷地哭.....

也许，

他们很努力的把父母的脸孔记起来。

可是，

无情地岁月却是他们的首号敌人。

他们对父母的记忆也可能只是一张已发黄的照片。

可是又有谁能了解他们呢？

睡醒后，

他们也只能装作若无其事，

勇敢地活下去！

当他们问我几时会再来时，

我真的不知如何回答他们。

他们是多么希望爱和陪伴，

我只能告诉他们我会尽快再来。

看着他们失落的表情我也不知如何是好。

爸，妈，

谢谢你们没有把我丢掉，

谢谢你们的体谅，

谢谢你们的包容，

让爱一直存在！

俊耀，你比我小两岁，你应该比较幼稚吧？哈哈

Appreciation

Appreciate everyone around you ,
we should thank everyone no matter they are our enemy or our beloved .

Enemy ,
thanks for being my motivation .
Because of your cruel words ,
your disgusting actions ,
I have trained myself to become stronger and tougher .
I am able to overcome all the obstacles that come to me .

My beloved ,
Dad ,Mom ,sis ,bro and my bff,
You all my reservoir of encouragement .
Thanks for being my good good listener when i am depressed.
Thanks for having lunch with me at the mamak stall and
buy junk food with me at Tesco (dai gau ),
Thanks for being my good good frens to ask after me when i was sick .
I hate to be sick ,
I hate to get gastric ,
I have medicine phobia whenever i am sick ,
I am scared when i look at the multicolour medicine .
I want to be healthy !

Everybody ,
please cherish everyone that come into your life ,
we can't predict what will happen next second ,
so if you have anything that you wan to do or want to say ,
do it with no doubt.
We shouldn't wait and regret in the evening of our lives .

So, say thank you and I love you to everyone you love ,
do not hesitate
Act now before it is too late ...

"I love you - to all my beloved "

Soulless

I am like a vampire

walking on the street

without soul .

I can truly experience the harsh reality of life,

I just like the pebble by the roadside,

wondering who Will understand me ,

who will console me

and where is my source of encouragement ?

Am i able not to throw into the towel ?

I wonder ...

When can break away from the emo cycle?

I am All by Myself.

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10.4.2010 参观老人院 &主持辩论比赛（半决赛）

地点：狮尾老人院

参观老人院后，我们便以最快的速度赶回三德准备成为下一场辩论的主持。换好校衣后，我的两个男佣便开始为我效劳。哈哈...

参观老人院后，

我发现，

人生无常，

我们并不能预测我们下一秒会怎样，

更何况是我们的未来。

很多时候，

我们会因为别人的一些话而放弃了我们的目标，

我鄙视从未尝试过就放弃的人，

别人的三言两语就足以让你举白旗。

我开始了解，

我开始接受，

我开始承认，

我开始学会

面对自己。

我学会等待，

等待在对的时候，

对的机会出现，

能让我在对的机会上大展身手。

师父说：

越无所求，越有所得。

这样我们才会学会珍惜，

生活才会快乐。

17.4.2010 越野赛跑

19.4.2010 -Closing Ceremony 's emcee

今天是全霹雳华语辩论比赛总决赛，很荣幸能成为今天的主持。很幸运地能和著名ASTRO AEC “新闻报报看”的主播-颜江翰合照。

*I didn't study Chinese for two years and i am having difficulty in typing and writing my mother tongue .Luckily ,speaking still ok .It is a very short post with brief descriptions because there are rashes on both of my hands after the second dissection!It's itchy !The conclusion that i can make after the dissection is No killing ,if not you have to bear the consequences of it .=(