We Are Different

we have changed ,we have grown and we are different.

we are different in our height, size ,look ...........we are unique n exclusive individual in the world.We have our own traits n DNA ,so we are totally different from one another even though the twins they may have the identical look but they are different in their behaviour.

We should admit that some how we have changed .Let's me bring the time back to F5....haha.....I still remember i was sitting besides Ng Kah Yee and Jie Ying and Fiona were sitting behind of me.We were really having a hilarious time .Every morning,we would gathered in the library to do our revision together. Our sch genius,Mei Hou ,fiona,Looi Looi, Ah loh ,Bobo,Jie Ying,Suit yee and so on would occupy the whole long table in the library to start our revisions.Whenever we faced any problems ,we would refer to our sch genius,Mei Hou.She knows everything and yet she do not take any tuition.We really hold her in high regard and now she gets JPA scholarship to study pharmacy at UCSI.

We have our specific seats in the library which we fixed ourselves.Fiona would always sitted at the left corner of the table and ah looi always liked to fight the seat with me...haha...sometimes i won and sometimes i lose....But we always went to the toilet together ...haha....She was my best toilet companion....haha.....

5Sc1 and 5SC2 were as close as one family.We would run to their class to play and they would run to our class to chat with us....we know each other very well.....Even my darling,yan yee was not the same class as me and yet we would fall in love with each other...Yea...darling i love you...haha....when the exams were coming,we would 'add oil' with one another.whenever we got any tips ,we wouldn't hesitate to sms the tips to each other bcz we were in a big and loving family.....

Now ,it's time to come back to the present.We are different from the past .Some of us are at KL ,Kedah,Kampar ,Singapore ,Aust .....We have scattered all over the world .

We are different.
We are big girls now .we are no long the same as the past.we know how to make the right decisions,we know how to drive and we know how to make the best for our life.Once we have got our license,we will drive our car to sch and go out to meet our friends.In other words ,we will go out to 'wet' lo...haha...

I still rmb when i was 5 yrs old, i liked to play my father's hair whenever he came back from Johor or Malacca with my elder sister .we were quite naughty that time.haha....we liked to tie his hair which we called it a coconut hair....it's very funny when he saw his hair being tied like that when he woke up from his bed .He din scold us and some more ask my mom to see what good deed that their 'naughty ' daughter had done......Minutes ticked by and hours slipped away,my sister is working now and i m having my pre-u studies now.we can no longer playing like that because we have grown up....


I am busier than F5 now because of all the tutorial classes ,koko n tuition classes.But let's me clarify sth ....I just take two tuition- chemistry and maths....3 days.....so u all don always claim that i always go 4 tuition,k?I m busy bcz of the sch activities and tutorial classes...sometimes i take my lunch at 4.30pm bcz of the meeting n whatever stuffs....it's me make me exhausted....

I really look like a wilted flower with a pair of panda eyes....my face is so pale that's wat they always tell me....gosh ....some more i haven't started my intensive studies leh.....

Therefore, I went for mountain climbing with chee sheen ,mei yee, poh ann, pooi mun christina and chooi mee.we would like to release our tension.....

a beautiful scenery.....
yea...... poh ann ,christina, pooi mun

suddenly we saw this terrible millipede.....i wonder how should we do our insects collection ...so scared

c this chan chee sheen.....
we found a small water fall here......

crystal clear water teeming with life
chee sheen n poh ann....

*i would like to apologize to my VVIP,7-11 ,sorry for giving u my first hollow promise.i feel so bad n guilty also.....sorry for the lack of time bcz i was busy with my studies last two weeks.....

HaRi Anugerah...

Summary: a memorable hari anugerah.

go go go...
Pgs we r coming...

mei yee...concentrate on at the road ....dun risk oue lifes...haha..

we are almost reaching

chen nee n jac...




our booklet...
haha...this is me ...i get two prizes ....

we are at the VIP room of our grand hall...

零

刚刚考完车，幸好最后还是拿到车牌了。一个人坐在kopitiam,眼看窗外就要下雨了。真的不出我所料，针一般的细雨就像雪花一样地飘落。不知为什么，心情就好像飘落的细雨，那么没有方向，那么寂寞，那么迷茫。

在用餐的同时，我可看到窗外停满了许多车辆，大概也是来逛街的吧！独坐在一角的我，看到许多年纪轻轻的学生，成群结队地在广场里游荡。他们也应该是想轻松一下才去上课吧！真是有趣。。。

雨终于停了，可爱的太阳也懒洋洋地把头从云朵里露出来。太阳代表着希望及快乐。可是，很快地，太阳又被身上的懒虫给逼回去云朵里，又下雨了！这两个小时的独坐，让我想了也看了很多东西。在学校，我最喜欢做的东西就是聆听那清脆悦耳的教堂钟声。虽然，我是佛教的，可是每当我听到这钟声时都会使我感到很舒服。不知道为什么，也有一种幸福的感觉，就像新朗和新娘十指紧扣一起坐进教堂里的那种幸福的感觉。很好笑吧？那是我唯一的娱乐啊！哈哈。。。。

狗狗：我永远爱你。。。好感动喔。。。哈哈！！

原来每一个人都会改变！不要否认，我感觉得到。说真的，我是真的很失望！不要问我是谁，问一问自己吧！兜兜转转地我还是在原地，一切都还是归零。我不可以三心两意了，所以‘萤色记事本’我也将会把它毁了。

2mrw , 2mrw n 2mrw...

2mrw , 2mrw n 2mrw....i wonder how many 2mrw i have?

so lazy to study .....haiz...the syllabus is very difficult ....i need to crack me head whenever i study or do the exercises.therefore, i always experience headache...it's true ,i din bluff.i will really feel headache ....mei yee did like that also...

2mrw i have to go to sch again....so emo...i hope that i can be as tough n hardworking as the time during spm ....somehow i think i need to go for a trip to relax my mind n at the same time i have to start catching insects for my bio already....gosh....i scared insects the most,some more i have to catch 25 of them with different species....after catching them i have to put them into the refrigerator to freeze them .Then, i have to inject them with some chemical in order to preserve them.I feel so guilty to sentence them to death leh...but the main point is -i dunno how to catch them bcz i m so afraid of them.....

Change And Adapt ,change and adapt again...

Don't know why this year i have to face a lot of challenges whereby i m just like a ball being kick here n there.Whenever i go to a new environment , i have to try my best to adapt myself .Actually ,i hate that.

As all of you noe that,i have transferred to st.The first day in that sch,i already beh tahan as i m in the first class,L6B1.Although i have 5 friends in L6B1 who are also from PGS, i really feel so stress there. I sit with Seik Mei yee in the class.My class consists of 28 genius.All of them just keep on doing their homework .

When we entered the classroom ,all them were quietly doing their homework.The atmosphere there was very tense.Our class monitors helped us to get our seats n told us Wat should we photostat .The girls are very helpful and friendly.They are willing to lend us all their notes during the lessons.At the same time,some of them are very selfish too (mostly boys).

The 1st day in st ,mei yee n i were on the verge of tears.Mei yee and Jacqualine are such an optimistic n charming girls ,they are also beh tahan .Even Jac cried on the 1st day n couldn't fall asleep in the whole night.

We plan to shift to the 2nd or 3rd class whereby the ppl there are more friendly n the atmosphere is teeming with life not as dull as the 1st.But all these classes full already.Although i was from the first class since standard 3 till form 5 and i was also a very hardworking( can consider la) haha.....,i also can't stand the study environment there.It just gives me the impression that this sch is not as well organise as pgs n my primary sch sam chai.Not systemic at all.it's messy.

“眼泪在心里流” this is wat poh ann like to sing .Now, mei yee n i really experience it, not tears ar is 'blood' ar...sobs...

we have a new slogan -

read in Cantonese

'一支公，好阴公。

三支公，终阴公.'

Really very yam gong ar.....being the new comers of the class, we can hardly survive there bcz the teachers are just like the rocket ,talking without any pause also and we r far left behind edi.

what is the purpose of transfer?The main purpose is to avoid attending too many tuition classes.But when we reached the class,the 1st question that the teacher asked us was 'did u all go 4 any tuition classes?'

At pgs ,the tuition trend was not that popular.so i really dun wan to go 4 so many tuition.yam gong ,yam gong ar....

Glad that U have made up ur mind...

I was very glad that my best friend,Jie Ying finally had made up her mind to study wat she likes.When she was calling me that afternoon n told me that she wanted to shift from her foundation of business to Diploma of physiotherapy ,I was very happy.haha...This was because we could work together in the future as we will most probably working at the hospital.I would like to wish u all the best in ur studies in AIMST n wait me to work together with u ,ok?haha....dun get married too fast wo bcz ur course is 3 yrs but mine is 6 years ,right? .so u must control urself a bit dun let the bees come near u so that we will have the chance to work together...haha....

Actually ,life n fate are something that out of our projection.You will never know your achievement n happiness at the last minute of your life.Sometimes when u r depressed,You really need people to console you.That's very important as no man is an island.If u have no friends n family members at ur sides,I think u will have collapsed when u face any challenge.That's why I m deeply appreciate all my family members n friends.

Whenever you think that you have settled all the problems that come your way and you think that there will be no more waves n adversities in your life but suddenly something tends to come n disturb your peaceful life.I hate that !

The latest news:
I got the transfer to s.t already.Almost all of my friends could transfer to either st,acs or st michael.We were so surprised that almost all of us could transfer because according to the history ,each of us must appeal at least 5 times then only can transfer to other sch.Now that lousy sch just left 10 ppl in my class.Actually i m not that happy ,I just feel relief because if i can't get transfer in this week then i will go to kl for my A-levels on the 1st of July.Now,I have to stay in Ipoh for 2 years bcz my mom said stpm n A-levels are just the same .But ,the main point is she dun wan me to stay in that lousy sch bcz according to her point ,staying at that sch will definitely ruin my life.Due to that reason,they have planned to send me out of Ipoh for A-levels if i can't get transfer .

Before that i had made up my mine not to transfer since most of my friends tot that we will not succeed .Some more,my MUET teacher asked me not to transfer bcz she wanted me to hold a high post in the Interact club.Actually, I was so surprised when she called me to the staffroom n discussed this matter with me.But ,I wun stay there just bcz of the Interact Club .haha...

But my parents n aunt just planned to send me for A-levels if i still couldn't transfer .This is because i need either stpm or A-levels to further my studies in the future.They have planned for me .Actually ,if i can get good results in my stpm ,i may go to Singapore for my degree .But if my results are terrible then bye bye la...i have to stay in local u.

Sometimes , i did envy my sister because she dun have to study stpm n straight away go to college .After her diploma in accountancy ,now she is doing 3 yrs degree in Kompass College.She has to study only 6 hours per week .How good she is?jealous ar....hern....

But nevermind ,since she is so sek me ,i wun jealous n envy her la.haha....By the time i have finished my degree, i think she may get married lo...haha....hope she can finish her degree in 3 yrs time .If her results are good,then she can go to UK for her last year of degree.gambateh. sister...

I will start my studies in s.t on the 30.6.2009 ,Tues.This is because 2mrw i have to take the leave of absence which i have planned since last week.So i will just go to report myself early in the morning then i will leave.Hope i can have a hilarious time in that sch n pass my stpm with 4 flat....haha....

This is a very long post of mine because this is wat i summarised all my daily post of the week into one because i have no time to update my blog.I wan my 4 flat so distractions pls dun come my way .Stay me far away!!!haha....

*keep busy at something.A busy person will never have time to be unhappy*

10th of july ,Fri i have to go back to pgs for Hari Anugerah at 10.30 am .Unfortunately ,i have class .My be i will take leave again .c how then...

WISH MYSELF ALL THE BEST FOR 2MRW TEST....GAMBATEH!!!!!

Life With Breads and Biscuits....=(

sobs...i m having either biscuits or breads everyday in that sch.I can't stand it anymore.Dun mention about bread n biscuits in front of me although these two type of food are full with carbohydrates.That's mean by eating these types of food frequently we can put on weight easily but it's seem no effect on me!haha....

I miss my PGS 's canteen where there is 8 stalls there with a variety of mouth watering food whereas in that sch there is only 3 stalls which only sell limited food.Most of the ex PGS girls like me bring our own food to sch and the common food that we bring are BREAD N BISCUITS!!!!!I feel bored to eat the same food everyday.I think i m almost on the verge of collapse if i stay in this sch for one n a half year.

Can i have a change ?so boring n dull...I m no longer the monitor of my class!!!har?why?was i fired by the teacher OR i have done something wrong that my friends decided to sack me?haha....

Actually ,i fire myself la.I really dun wan to be the monitor in that sch. Therefore, i told my form teacher about that b4 the holidays and he refused to fire me.I have talked to him a few times regarding this matter and finally after the holidays i reminded him about this matter .At first,He just pretended he had Alzheimer's bcz he is a funny n friendly chemistry teacher.After several 'fights' and with my indomitable spirit, finally i won the battle!!!haha.....

Ok, some of u may wonder how can i be the winner of the battle ,right?haha....i m a public speaker since standard one n a sch debater since form 3.haha...This was the time that i used all the skills that i had learnt from all the public speaking and debate competitions in order to persuade him .I had prepared all the reasons n supporting details in order to have a firm stand and that's it.

Now, i m so relax in the sch. I had been the monitor for three years continuously from form 3 until form 5.I think i should have a rest and try out something new .Finally , I have the chance to break the sch rules and try to behave wat the real LEE PUI YEENG is !!!Actually ,I also dunno wat is the real of myself !hey ,Friends ,any ideas?haha.....

*no more bread n biscuits pls*