Mind VS Heart ?!

Rational ? m i really like that?



Most of my friends said that y i can be so rational n also able to have a firm stand in any situation?.... they said i m q. tough... even some of my relatives said that i m tougher than my sister ... but m i really so tough?m i really like iron lady ?



Being the one to remind other to face the reality in life, actually i m v .xin fu also...i have to think of all the persuasive words so that i m able to achieve my mission...i have tot of this matter over n over again... i wonder should i discuss about this matter or not....finally i think it is necessary 4 me to start off this discussion....



I dun want all the things are still blur when the fat n lazy clock suddenly wake up from its sweet n nice dream n tell me that 'time's up' n 'game over'....i want no regret in our lifes...we will really have our futures differently... so y must make things complicated?





I m really tired by pretending i m fine ...i m tough... i m ok... but yea i think i will be fine n i just need some time to get over it... maybe i have to force myself to be tough.... 'Give up' sometimes is good 4 ppl...if not u will really feel exhausted....

I Hate....

I hate.....

1. cigarette smoke
For those who smoke please stay away from me... i hate it the most.... if u r a smoker, pls i really dun want a friends like u....(maybe i m a bit straight la haha...)

2.renegade promises
i hate those who always renegade on their promises... if u are not sure whether u can fulfil ur promise or not,pls dun simply promise me anything.... if u have given me the hollow promise, then u have to bear the consequences la.... haha....

3.waiting
Pls be punctual if u have make APPOINTMENT with me... i hate to wait ppl n at the same time i oso hate to let others to wait 4 me....so must PUNCTUAL...ahaha.....

4.lie
Pls dun lie on me .... i hate ppl who cheat me....sorry to tell u that i will really hit u with a big club....haha... so bear in mind la ,ok?

The Most Precious Gifts In My Life....

I am taking leave of absence today...haiz...sick again... v. yam gong ar.... if u are my classmates or friends, u may know what illness i get...

It's GASTRIC again ar... i think it's almost a week time i got gastric...still haven recover ,so how leh? still remember , girls?whenever u din c me in the sch , 95% n above i had a serious gastric n couldn't go to sch... v cham ar....haiz...

I m v glad to have such precious gifts in my life... thx 4 being such a good mom,sister, brother n friends of me...I was v hapi bcoz yesterday i managed to get my sister n brother to be my servants....whenever i needed anything they would try their v. best to carry out their duties... it made me v 'song' ar...I m the queen of the house 4 as long as i m sick or even when i need to study ....haha... i still remember when i studied4 my SPM ... I WAS REALLY THE QUEEN OF THE WHOLE FAMILY....haha... when they had switched on the tv until v loud, i just needed to shouted out from my room then they would automatically lower the volume geh la...haha... geng leh?

Even my friends too, when they i got gastric again they would try their best to cheer me up n console me.... if i still came to sch ,they would explore every possible avenue to frighten me.... so that i would stay at home to rest...haha... i m super glad to have u al as my best best friends.... u al are super super caring....haha...

I still remember someone asked me a v. unforgettable questions!WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN UR LIFE?

I have think it again n again.... finally i got the answer....

1st - my family members... i want them to be healthy n successful in whatever that they work 4.....i m willing to sacrifice anything 4 them...haha...( i m v. wai da leh.... haha.... dun praise me la... i know i m ....haha...)

2nd - my studies ,results n carrier.... i willing to try my level best to get the best results.... i m even willing to study until 4 am or until sick...or even stop online ,sms n watch tv...haha... i oso dunno y?haha... maybe u will say i m crazy... haha...

Glad to have all of u in my life....=,=

My Crazy Schooldays....

I really can't believe that i m already 18....haha...I still remember the 1st day i went to pgs....During that day,I really wondered i could leave this school as fast as possible....I disliked the study environment there,the teachers n even my classmates...haha...

But with the passage of time, i had got a lot of friends....This made me felt that studied in pgs was enchanting...haha...Minutes ticked by and hours slipped away, we have to leave one another in order to further our Tertiary education.....haiz...
Therefore,i would like to seize this golden opportunity to express my gratitude to all of u ,my dearest friends...

Jie ying: thanks 4 being a good assistant of me.... when i was in a deep black whole ,thx 4
leading me a helping hand to pulled me up...miss u always...

Fiona :u are a very good leader... i admire u v. much ga... thx 4 all ur ideas n efforts...keep in
touch with me ,k?

Kah Yee:u are the 1 who sit beside me 4 two years... thx 4 being such a good study companion
of me... forgive me if i had neglected u ...haha....

Looi:thx 4 giving me such a good scrip 4 our farewell performance... u are a v good actress...i m truly appreciate u efforts... but one more things, u must have confidence in urself ok? i m sorry that we can't go to toilet together la! so sad 4 losing u as my best toilet companion...haha...

Loh:thx 4 ur kind gesture bcoz of u i could had a v good fengshui place to sit 4 tuition..thx 4 reserving place 4 me... must take care of ur good health ,ok?

Bobo: actually u are a very clever girl... u said u din even studied 4 PMR but u oso could get 8A.so dun give up n continue to study... try ur v. efforts n i m sure u can get what u want!

Umbrella:u are a v. socialise person... bcoz of u we always have a lot of fun in class... due to ur attractive personality, i 'm sure u have a lot of chasers...haha... so must select them judiciously la..

Wee Nee:thx 4 all ur efforts in the making of our 5sc1 top model... ur efforts proved that u are a v. fantastic person... all of us are impressed by ur efforts ,including the teachers oso...

Chee Sheen: u are really a good debater... u really can speaks v well n fluent....we will not forget ur women's rights ge la...haha...

Kar Lin n Winnie:thx 4 the fantastic dance u al had put on during our farewell ... all the teachers are really speechless when they saw 5sc1 could dance such well...bcoz they tot 5sc1 were just bookworms...THEY ARE TOTALLY WRONG!!!

I m truly appreciate all of the members of 5sc1 .... I think if i want to list out all of u i think i may need at least 3 days to do so... haha... so in a nutshell, i really touch by ur co operations n all of the memories that we had created together... thx 4 leaving a such sweet n unforgettable footsteps in my heart.... Miss u all always n keep in touch woh...

Before i forget, i oso would like to say thanks to the 1 who always gek me... thx 4 ur kind gestures.... u are really a good study companion to me bcoz u know when is the appropriate time to find me...haha... thx 4 all the supports n friendship forever...( i think if i have forgotten u , u may blame me lo...haha...)

i promise i will keep ur all in my deep heart core .... haha... remember to keep in touch la.....

haiz...today have to do my daily sales report again...er...i mean the opening ....i hate account ... luckily i din take account in my spm..... relief....=,=

now i will start headache again la... althought my sister is taking accountancy...but i have no interest in this field... dunno y leh...haha...i think if i take up account i really need someone to console me 4 the whole period of my studies....pity ar...@,@

it was about a mth since i graduated from pgs!just a month that i din c my friends but i had started to miss them already ...so how leh?haha...

THE EVIL WORLD AND SOCIETY....

haiz.... woking is not easy ar friends....i m now working at The Store. At 1st i tot being the permenant 4 a brand is v easy n proud geh, but now i regret already....

my dear friends, do u know that i did my report until 3am. 4 two days only i managed to finish it....A BIG HEADACHE ar....finallywhen i got it balance i really cry ar... yea, i m serious... even my brother was v. suprised.... he told my mom he had never seen me cried 4 so long....

It was tear of relief ar.... even i studied 4 spm oso i din cried .... somemore i studied till 4am oso i din complaint anything ... tis was bcoz doing sth that u dun like is v 'xin fu'....haha....