USST outing -Lost world Tambun

Last Thursday , I was managed to set my mind free for the whole day where i was going to Lost World with my beloved usst-ians .Unfortunately ,some of them were not able to turn up such as ha gu gu ,didi , kar leng ,ting fang and so on .Out of the 8 girls ,there was only 5 girls here and t he boys whether f6 or f5 were grabbing this golden opportunity to bully us.

Although the f5 are younger than us ,they knew how to protect we girls .As some of us did not know how to swim ,they were quite "gentlemen "(should praise them so times haha...).But at the same time they did bully us .Hey , i know who u are (yaki ,zhan ming ,zhun yeau ,james , albert .....).I will remember what u you all had done to us and i will be taking revenge some day .
Ok , it's time to let the photo to take the job of narrating .Enjoy the pictures.....

Joanne and wei wen



see ,that kok lun was praying ...

Here are the 5 flowers of usst

This is the picture where the boys like the most !

As you all can see that , ter wei and albert were bullying us !

me , wei wen ,mei yee ,yi lin and joanne


see ,ter wei is so significant!

We really had a hilarious time together but in another 2 weeks we are going to retired =( .That's mean we are old already....omg ...In another 6 months ,i m able to complete my form 6 .Times just slipped away like this and i m glad to have known all of you .

Term 2 had started this Monday ,

and the chicken essence and milo +coffee are the things that can describe the rest of my time in Sam Tet .

Somehow , i m too disappointed with myself .

Carelessness is the greatest hindrance in my studies

and due to my carelessness i have lost about 30 marks in my maths and PS .

To me, carelessness is not the excuse that i can accept for getting this kind of results .

I will not blame anyone except myself.

The feeling of depression overwhelmed me and make me moody for a few days .

But ,i told myself LEE PUI YEENG , u should not give up ! Continue to strive for excellence !Gambateh !Gambateh !

让爱一直存在

孤儿院，

这可是我第一次到的地方。

比起老人院，

我还是比较喜欢孤儿院，

因为那些小朋友都比较“快热”

热情洋溢 地向我们打招呼。

在那里我们仿佛找回了自己的童年，

回想起来我已经七年没有庆祝过儿童节了。

我已渐渐地忘记当儿童的滋味。

当yaki把小孩们的玩具拿出来时，

我们都大吃一惊！

他们的玩具竟然可以用“箱”来形容，

而且还是每个小孩都各一份。

在那一瞬间，

我觉得他们好像比我幸福，

有许多玩具都是我们一行人都没玩过的，

这对我们来说可说是新鲜又有趣

如：黑白棋，蛇棋，钓鱼机.....

我兴致勃勃地开始跟他们玩了起来。

我还幼稚地和俊耀一起玩puzzle,

研究了很久才把它完成，

真是有点丢脸！

虽然看起来每一位小孩都很活泼开心，

可是又有谁知道他们在内心在想什么呢？

虽然他们拥有比我们多的玩具，

可是他们并不幸福！

当我看见布告板上他们亲手做的双情节卡

但却不能亲手交给他们的父母时，

我深深地体会到他们那种感受，

那种不能时时刻刻在父母身边被呵护的感觉，

那种受了打击或是被欺负的时候，

父母却不能保护自己的感觉....

也许，

对他们来说，

那些所为的玩具只是善心人士

帮忙他们忘记那种“痛”的的代替品！

也许，

他们在深夜里偷偷地在被里哭过了无数次，

反复地想起他们被抛弃的那一幕，

不断地思考，

到底自己做错了什么父母会把自己送到这里。

可是，

他们只能偷偷地哭.....

也许，

他们很努力的把父母的脸孔记起来。

可是，

无情地岁月却是他们的首号敌人。

他们对父母的记忆也可能只是一张已发黄的照片。

可是又有谁能了解他们呢？

睡醒后，

他们也只能装作若无其事，

勇敢地活下去！

当他们问我几时会再来时，

我真的不知如何回答他们。

他们是多么希望爱和陪伴，

我只能告诉他们我会尽快再来。

看着他们失落的表情我也不知如何是好。

爸，妈，

谢谢你们没有把我丢掉，

谢谢你们的体谅，

谢谢你们的包容，

让爱一直存在！

俊耀，你比我小两岁，你应该比较幼稚吧？哈哈

Appreciation

Appreciate everyone around you ,
we should thank everyone no matter they are our enemy or our beloved .

Enemy ,
thanks for being my motivation .
Because of your cruel words ,
your disgusting actions ,
I have trained myself to become stronger and tougher .
I am able to overcome all the obstacles that come to me .

My beloved ,
Dad ,Mom ,sis ,bro and my bff,
You all my reservoir of encouragement .
Thanks for being my good good listener when i am depressed.
Thanks for having lunch with me at the mamak stall and
buy junk food with me at Tesco (dai gau ),
Thanks for being my good good frens to ask after me when i was sick .
I hate to be sick ,
I hate to get gastric ,
I have medicine phobia whenever i am sick ,
I am scared when i look at the multicolour medicine .
I want to be healthy !

Everybody ,
please cherish everyone that come into your life ,
we can't predict what will happen next second ,
so if you have anything that you wan to do or want to say ,
do it with no doubt.
We shouldn't wait and regret in the evening of our lives .

So, say thank you and I love you to everyone you love ,
do not hesitate
Act now before it is too late ...

"I love you - to all my beloved "

Soulless

I am like a vampire

walking on the street

without soul .

I can truly experience the harsh reality of life,

I just like the pebble by the roadside,

wondering who Will understand me ,

who will console me

and where is my source of encouragement ?

Am i able not to throw into the towel ?

I wonder ...

When can break away from the emo cycle?

I am All by Myself.

Random post

10.4.2010 参观老人院 &主持辩论比赛（半决赛）

地点：狮尾老人院

参观老人院后，我们便以最快的速度赶回三德准备成为下一场辩论的主持。换好校衣后，我的两个男佣便开始为我效劳。哈哈...

参观老人院后，

我发现，

人生无常，

我们并不能预测我们下一秒会怎样，

更何况是我们的未来。

很多时候，

我们会因为别人的一些话而放弃了我们的目标，

我鄙视从未尝试过就放弃的人，

别人的三言两语就足以让你举白旗。

我开始了解，

我开始接受，

我开始承认，

我开始学会

面对自己。

我学会等待，

等待在对的时候，

对的机会出现，

能让我在对的机会上大展身手。

师父说：

越无所求，越有所得。

这样我们才会学会珍惜，

生活才会快乐。

17.4.2010 越野赛跑

19.4.2010 -Closing Ceremony 's emcee

今天是全霹雳华语辩论比赛总决赛，很荣幸能成为今天的主持。很幸运地能和著名ASTRO AEC “新闻报报看”的主播-颜江翰合照。

*I didn't study Chinese for two years and i am having difficulty in typing and writing my mother tongue .Luckily ,speaking still ok .It is a very short post with brief descriptions because there are rashes on both of my hands after the second dissection!It's itchy !The conclusion that i can make after the dissection is No killing ,if not you have to bear the consequences of it .=(

Dissection of Rat ~scarrryyyyyy...

The much anticipated day finally dawned -Dissection of rat ~~~

After the insects collection , i am able to cope with my insects phobia and now i have to cope with my rat phobia as well .It's very horrible when i think of the rat .Here are the dissecting set that we need when we dissect the rat.Now ,we are dissecting the rats only but just imagine , in another 5 more years we may 'dissect' human .haha...So, don't make me angry ,i may dissect you with my silvery dissecting set since i think after the dissection i will be very pro in cutting .haha

First ,our homicide-KONG KAR CHUAN was pouring the whole cage of rats into a big red dustbin filled with chloroform .It's sad to see that how hard the rats were striving and fighting for survive.On the spur of that moment , I realized that human are the cruelest organism on the earth.Human beings think that with money ,we can do whatever things that we want.With money , we can even sentence any creature to death .But , is it right for us to decide whether they should live or die?The answer is NO .We don't even have the rights to take away their life's .

Some quarters claimed that we are the one to rule the world ,therefore we could destroy and kill
anything as long as we are happy.Actually ,we are not much different with them .Human beings are also mammals .The only thing that differentiate us is that we humans are able to think and use our mind wisely .I feel that i was a very cruel people who killed because of a short glance of the organs of the rat .It' inhuman and a barbaric way in order to have a clear image on the mammal's organs.Science sometimes can do more harm than good to the environment .We killed for the advancement of the science and technology .When we looked at the big dustbin again , we could see that the rats were so innocent .They didn't deserve this treatment .The purpose of their existence on the earth is just to let the cruel human being to dissect.Is that what they deserve?

We could see that some of the female rat were pregnant and there were the innocent baby rats inside their mother's uterus .People are using them to earn money by keeping them and reproducing them in the pet shops,then wait till the peak season and sell them off to earn a handsome income .It's ridiculous .

With great trepidation ,i started to pin the rat on the dissecting tray .I really had a hard time as i was too scare and i could feel the pain in my heart .But ,somehow i knew i have to do that .Then ,we were requested to unskin the rat .I could still feel the heart beat of the rat but after some time the heart beat had become slower and weaker and finally i couldn't feel the beating of its heart anymore .I knew i had killed it .I was a murder ...

After the experiment ,we were asked to preserve our rats for the next dissection on next Thursday .I had washed my hands for 3 times but i could still smell the odour of the rat .Omg ...i felt that my hands were so dirty .I could hardly forgive myself .

2010 wishes

I wish to write about my 2010 wishes for a long time already finally i am able to blog about it.

1. Good Results

I am having my exhaustive studies which make me tired like working as a labour in the construction site .The labours are physically tired but i am suffering from physically and mentally tired .Mountains of homework , tuition and meetings awaiting me !I am working like a dog with no proper rest starts from January .Having a proper sleep is one of my birthday wishes as i am thunder shocked when i look at the dark and big eye bags on the mirror .Sometimes i did wonder can i resist from the drowsiness and the sleepiness so that i can have more time to finish my own stuff.It's easy to tell people when i feel sleepy because i will stop talking and sitting silently at the corner .haha...I am trying my level best to study and i hope i can reap my fruit of labour at the end of the year .Good results are very important to me .Nothing can reduce me to tears as easy as my results .GAMBATEH ...

2.Health

I hope to have a healthy body with no visitation of my close friend- gastric .I hope you won't come and disturb my day as you will definitely ruin my mood and causes severe pain in my stomach.

3. Increase in weight

Haiz...talking about weight i will definitely feel blue .I went to my grandparents' house today and my grandma was asking me why i had become so thin ?I was like huh?i loss weight again ar?losing weight make me depressed because i was not able to donate blood for the needies due to my only 43kg .I still need another 2kg in order to reach the minimum weight for donation .I had measured my weight before the school reopen and it was 45kg ,just enough to donate blood .Unfortunately ,due to unknown reasons,i loss weight again .Although i couldn't donate blood , i had signed up to donate my organs in case i 'leave ' the world last year .At first my parents were strongly disagree ,but at last my sister and i managed to persuade them .

4. My Nick nick

Talking about my zai zai ,he is now 4 months old and has become very naughty .I hope he can enjoy staying together with us and don't always vomit .haha...Cooking dinner for him has become a daily routine for me and i think my cooking skills have improved by leaps and bounds.We have found a partner for him and he seems to like her very much .Let me introduce to you my nick nick 's partner -POTATO .She is two times smaller than Nicholas and she is now staying in my aunt's house .We are going to make sure that potato is nick nick one and only soul mate and at the same time my nick nick is potato one and only one Mr right.Every Sunday ,we will go to aunt's house so that they can foster their relationship .To me ,true love is stronger that the flutter of the heart .According to my friends ,i am a bottle of acid which has a very low pH value ,if you are not alkaline enough ,then i may corrode you .haha...Learning Acid and Base in my Physical chemistry until crazy already .

nick nick :dai gau dai gau ,hai ...if u cum to my house i will bite u since u said u want to bbq me.ngek ngek ngek ....

It's the fourth months we are here but it's seems like six of us are living in our own wonderland .Talking ,eating ,playing,dreaming among ourselves .Sometimes ,we all felt that we are the second class citizens here .There is a big and deep boundary that six of us are not allowed to cross over .I used to be a blender who can talk and communicate with anyone but i fail to function here .We did feel that we are not belong here ,can we keep on living in our own wonderland ?Maybe we are too sensitive ,i am not sure about that.It remains a big question mark??????