My Results.......

On the 12th march i went back to sch to get my spm results.....

haha....i was nervous, i was anxious , i was afraid.....haha.....around 10sth finally we could get our results.....when it was my turn to get mine, i could feel that hot blood pulsing through my veins....when the teacher passed the results to my hands n i open my eyes as big as possible to see my results.....

Surprisingly i got straight A's .....at 1st i was like on top of the world but after a few seconds , i felt depressed ....bcoz it 's not straight A1 's.......but my parents, my grandparents n oso aunties uncles are very very happy....maybe i have a higher goal i think ....honestly i m not that happy.......even when people ask me ,i oso feel like that's nth proud to tell.....

haha....but i would like to thx ms.dena ....thx 4 teaching me 5 years English ...u r really a dedicated teacher......i hope u have received my msg ....if not of u , i wouldn't be able to score A1 in my 1119....and oso pn lok....thx u very much....if not of u,i wouldn't be able to write a good essay....thx....

Lastly, thank u to all my tuition n oso sch teachers.........love n miss u all forever....

this is wat come out in the 星洲日报on the next day.....haha....same as the time when i got my pmr results.......

After that all of my friends went to my aunt's Japanese restaurant to have our lunch....i had booked 2 rooms 4 them.....haha...i think after that it is very difficult to have gathering already.....haiz....
we are having our kushi yaki mori....haha...

fiona n me....



delicious.......

MARIE, ME ,FIONA N OSO CHEE SHEEN.....

SUE ANN N YEE CHEN....

MARIE,MEI YEE, ME N WEE NEE.....

SEE.....HOW HAPPY THEY ARE WHEN THEY NOE WE ARE GOING TO TAKE PHOTOGRAPH.....HAHA.....

HSIAO WEN....U ARE SO CUTE AR....

CHOOI MEE....Y U ARE SO FAIR....JUST COME BACK FROM NS BUT U R FAIRER THAN ME!!

my cute cute marie....

Nervous ...

just another 24hrs...then i have to get my SPM results already....

very NERVOUS n ANXIOUS.....My family members seem to have a very high expectation about me...but i just....haiz...not sure ...pls dun keep on asking me how many As' i will get...i really can't predict it...

All of them think that i m still like form 3- straight As' .....and i appeared in the newspapers...during that time they were very proud of me...

UPSR &PMR i oso got straight As '.this is y they have such high expectation about my spm results...but i m so nervous n stress now...dun feel like eating ,can't fall asleep...........=.=

Tomorrow morning i have to go to sch before 8:45am to help my teacher to type the names ...so i think i m the 1st student to know the results......my mom, dad,aunties ,uncles n even my grandparents are waiting 4 my call 2mrw....they are more 'gan cheong 'than me...they make me more 'gan cheong' now.....

need some consolations now....will i get what i aim for? it just a question mark!!!

Not Available...

So many days that i din online....bcz my computer had Virus...so cham ar...now only i am able to blog...



Working in that place ...haiz...actually i m not so happy...but at the same time i have make some friends...now all of the chefs,waiters n waitresses are my best friends ...we play ,we chat ,we make fun of each other, we have our lunch together....every day we will go to different places to have our lunch....two cars for 7 peoples...

'They' have asked for my contact no. for so many times already...but unfortunately i refused to give them...they know that i m NOT AVAILABLE....haha...should say like that- i dun give myself the chance to be available.....although they know that i m single just that ....i oso dunno y ?so funny oso,right?

I really couldn't understand y all of my male friends like to play my hair!!! why? is my hair so fun to play? haha...all of the chefs n even he likes to play my hair...can anyone tell me the reason?

They did think that i m only 16++ ... always treat me like a little girl...sobs.....I m 18 lo ok...
last thurs they had just celebrated my birthday with me...they were very 'naughty ' n playful...make my whole face dirty...how evil were them?we ordered pizza then had it at my aunt 's restaurant...we played until crazy ..... most ot them r 20++ already but still like to play like this...maybe most of them think that i was very happy that day ...but actually i was not ...just feel like lacking of sth... i oso dunno what is the reasons ...supposed that i was very happy but i was not....

Haiz...2mrw is my b'thday...but i really dun feel any single bit of happiness...so weird.....=,=

Privacy

I m super angry n sad ...i decided to turn my blogs into private ...



Actually i dun ever think that this kind of thing can happen...the main purpose of me to create a blog is to release tension n write whatever things that i like...but things seem to be different already...



i have deleted two of my latest posts...this is bcz the 'evil thing' has discovered my blogs n he dun like me to talk about his life's work...honestly i m super infuriated...this is my privacy,ok?i can write anything in my blogs as long as i like it,i m happy ,right?



i m really really very unhappy working there ...not bcz of the people , it's bcz of the problems that have arose....i prefer working at the store rather than where i m working now...but i m very glad bcz all the people there are very nice ...just a few are very bad...i will try my best to ' yan'....hern...



i m very upset these few days...but i din Even tell anyone...hoping 4 some consolation oso...haiz...i m very down n anxious bcz the spm results will be out on the 12 th march...i wonder which road should i take...pharmacy or bio or chemical engineering ?form 6 or college? i really dun know!!! can anyone tell me which road to take?

Bcz or this heavy load of problems n questions , i could hardly sleep these few days! nightmares ar almost every day .....some more bcz of the problems related to my blogs i think i m in the black hole now...

now really can't fall asleep ... 1 sth alredy but i m still thinking that incident related to my blog...did i really do the wrong thing?did i really wrong to write about it ?2mrw still need to work ar...

A busy Valentine's

haiz....haiz...valentine ?so wat i also have to OT today...

I work from 9.30AM -6.30PM at my aunt 's Japanese Restaurant ,then i has my dinner with my grandparents n my aunt until 9 sth ...when i has back home , i think my body had shattered into smithereens already ...i was super tired...dun think that i was so free working at my aunt's restaurant...i had to do a lot of hard works ok?

haha... my aunt has hired 2 of my friends ...i m so happy bcz they are working with me...haha...
Today is valentine's day n tis is also Ms. Dena 's birthday...luckily i remember to sms her ...
Every year i also buy chocolates to distribute to all my friends...I m so sorry that i can't come back to the store to visit my friends...i has promised them i will go back to the store to celebrate with them...but i really can't go there...so sorry ar..so i asked bobo to buy chocolates to them n claimed the money from me... thies is what i normally do ... haha

I m so pity la...have to work till so late... there4 i can only celebrate with my sister n the King Kong-Joe...haha...i mean the movie la...anyway thx 4 all he msg n greetings that u all have sent to me...thx....

super tired ar today...should go to bed la...wun blog so often la...

wish u all happy valentine's day......

Free...

SO free today....so create another new blog already...haha...

why demonstration leh ?haiz...

Today , i went to parade with my beloved friends... this was the day i had been looking 4 so long...we watched inkheart together...this had been a long time since we watched the previous movie together...haha.....

Actually this movie is quite ok ,q.similar to Bedtime Story also....Suddenly my mom called me when i was watching 'Inkheart '...She asked to go home immediately after the movie ended bcz there were a numbers of people demonstrating near parade...haha...actually it's sound interesting n exciting to me ...haha...

Haiz...around 2sth my mom came to parade n drove me home...haiz...why got demonstration at that time leh ?Couldn't they had it the other time ?make me felt depressed ar...

Next time, i think we are going to watch 'Underworld 3'...haha...

Haiz... i have to start working on the 12th Feb la...so i think i will not have so much time to online la...so wouldn't blog so often la...haha...=,=